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Title: Posted on: Wednesday, September 13, 2006
its been so long since i updated this blog.well, i finished my attachment with M1 on the 25th August and it happens to be my baby bestio Nasri's birthday...but before that, me and seetho had our very last lunch with the collegues on the 23rd cos evelyn will not be there with us on our last day...we ate at ZINGDO! laaaaa!!!!!...hahahhahaha...eh nice la...i can go diet just eating zingdo's meal a day and can be full for the rest of the day..but...expensive sia...then give xiexie card to evelyn and everyone else on the last day...in those three months we made millions, hold new hps, we took crazy pictures together, took the cheapo 20cts bus, miworld food, youtube, KoL, that irritating guy, the pantry, the tiko path, the tiko guard, the kimsamsoon biatch, the low deep voice lame guy, that botak guy, that hairy guy, that IT guy, munmun, lily, yani, uncle martin, emily, evelyn, ah kong benben, our latte machine, that tidbit machine, the smelly toilet and so on...i missed those days..right seetho?...damnnnn...and opps, i wished baby bestio very late sia..purposely la adik..haha...so...after such a long semester, its time for break...holidays till 16th Oct...fasting..grrr...i wasnt thinking of working...but happens that my cuzzin's company is in need of an extra..so..the extra came in knowing nothing abt wad is her job title....and it happens to be....Assistant Admin...MAN!!..I HATE picking UP CALLS!..but nehmy...i nvr pick up, i just act bodoh...only 4hrs of work...BUT dammmmmnnnnnnn busy larh...unlike M1...='( This is the month of September...and i'd like to wish these few ppl a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 10th- Hafriz the legend 11th- Nurul my cuzzin 15th- Dennis Singh 22nd- My brother the dirty fella 25th-ermm..who? *coughs* 25th- Khalil the extraordinaire 28th- Ferina that fair lady ok..dats all...just to tell u guys that i've been missing parts of my life..i'm very sorry but, sumtimes, i just dun have the mood to change it all back... Very huge enormous SORRY to Katrin for not coming down to your chalet... Sorry to my bestgalfren yatie for rejecting ur invitation to ur dance production in nov... Another sorry for my secondary sch peeps for always not coming to the appointments...and my dear cuzzin...u noe whu.. i'm very sad, very very sad, even at this point where i'm bloggin, the guilt, the jealousy, the whatever shit piles up..when i look at other ppl's life, i wish i was them...but i'm being taught to be thankful for who and what i am now..its just that...why cant i be someone who has the worth?...for all these years, what have i accomplished in life?....i'm so plain and empty that i dun think i'm worth to be in the society...my only asset is just being funny...i dunno...i feel that i have been away...so far away from everyone...its just not me...i feel like there's no one who remembers me...and me, not making an initiative to be there...but how can i? u all know my restrictions well...why cant i just have that bloody trust with them... what has happened to the relationship with my frens whom i once being so close to? what has happened to the jovial side of me? what has happened to ME? i'm really very stupid..and i miss everyone very much..i love my parents and my siblings very much that i wished i cud hug and kiss them now, but when could that really happen? i haf a confession to make:( been keeping from ppl for so long but i'm not telling who) my heart beats every second cos i still has that thing for u my heart breaks when you told me you like the other better my history has you on the everydays my life was so enjoyable that i wish i was still close to you my sleep has been very peaceful when i noe u're still around BUT since you werent there with me always now, i tried to move on and fall for another i tried avoiding you in all conditions i tried so hard to smile but ended up faking i tried to have a clear mind, but jealousy invaded my space i tried my best, but i'm left with nothing. AND i hope, this is the last time i'm thinking of you wah..suddenly so emo right? just to let it out la...thinking of what has happened, i felt like i'm being used.. but nvm..i'm happy with who i hav now...and immediatly after 5, i'll forget! 5..... 4.... 3... 2.. 1. POOF! that is all i want to say... i have a pen, my pen is blue, i have a friend, my friend is you, birds fly high, hard to catch, friends like you, hard to forget. and remember kids, when u hav a fren, dun treat ur fren like a blue pen, you'll find difficulty when the birds fly high in the sky..

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