THE NUMBER 21

Scared right.. Heard that results will be out on the 21st!..eh..i tot its 11?? aiya dunno la..whichever date, i just need my transcripts as fast as possible. so i can go to my back up school and show them my results then can get enroll next month. i dun think NTU wud accept me..c my results confirm straight away condemn one...

So yesterday actually me and sha wasnt on a space trip..ya ya only..we went to jurong point to shop some things, then go to informatics to enquire more abt degree in triple E. More better la..i enquire through email oso dun understand...wahahaha..took cab there and before we reach a junction to do a right turn, we saw two GOdMusTBeCrazy men..ok la call them african, at the traffic lite..me was like..eh Sha! Look at Your FRENS!...so ya thats abt it..

When we reached there, we were told to report to the guard house, and sadly, the securityguard couldnt even speak properly..not because he stammered or wad..because he has only a few teeth and was old and fragile...if i were to sneak in, in the middle of the night maybe trying to steal exam papers from the office, i dun think he wud notice, or if he noticed, he may be searching for an oxygen tank or even collapse halfway while chasing..so you get wad i mean...we just look at his hand sign and proceed to the admin office.

While walking, i noticed it was all dark ard..i tot i went blind suddenly but NoOOooOooOo....i'm not a racist or wad but...there's loads n loads of international students...maybe can even count local students by my fingernails..mostly africans and indians...awww mannn!!..these are the ppl whom i have been trying to avoid from frenster, hi5 and even tagged!!! arh shits..and now i'm praying that NTU wud accept me or i could go NUTs..

Hey but one guy brighten up my day, he looked pan asian..hehehe..cute la but selekeh...ceh..ask here ask there..then the person say i could take ard 3 yrs to complete my degree plus some of the advance diploma modules..argh...ok nvm that, i will reconsider again, cos i'm sick n tired of IT stuff... SO, after that, we went to find the exit..we went to the first building and i became very very scared...bunch of african dudes loitering ard there, looking at me and sha..wahlao..feel so alienated..then they on SMACK That song loud loud..wahlaooo!!..suddenly my visions starts to change, imagine myself at detroit then these ppl rapping one corner one of them holding a radio on the shoulders with loud music..then suddenly chamillionaire, 50cent all come..wahseh..i told sha, hopefully, if my fate is to learn in this school, my personality and my speech wont change when i became frens with either the indians or africans..well no offence la..but i still hope i wud haf a malay fren in my class or wad...sian..

I pray many many lots lots to God i could get into NTU.

But if i didnt get, then..

I will still pray many many lots lots to God, help give Him His protection.

hehehehe~