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Posted on: Sunday, May 01, 2005
Came to the Nursery again!!..weee~~...half day only..but its better than nothing rite..hehehe~~..had to went home after that cos Anggul buih me by not msg-ing me that she cudden make it meeting me...wadda...nvm...today AriF kena Circumsized!!.. hahaha..weeee~~..pity that small kid..surprisingly today, i woke up at 11am!!..wad happen also i dunno...dewi's in bangkok now...probably happily shopping cheap stuff..muahaha~...ok..so here's da picture of some kids whom i chose to take...wanted to take the other kids..but nvm la...
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top: i dunno who..but the girl cried during the first time she saw me..now she's happily selling icecream and drinks at the dramatic corner in da class..hahaha...beside her was Yu Yuen..she's a nice ger..but unfortunately got angry cos Slyvester her friends always dun like to share things with her..n she got a stomachache yesterday..haha
bottom: both of them are twins by right...but one was born in january and the other in december...cool huh?..the left one is Tamie Wong(elder sis) and the right one is Jamie Wong...cute huh?


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Posted on: Friday, April 29, 2005
Yesterday was abg rudy's 22nd bday...just wish him thru sms ard 12 am..but in return he reply back at 10pm...waddahell..hahaha...Went to IRC, only to find my beloved CaKra...haha..eh sis..stop waiting ok...bleah!!...we were joking abt the translations of the poly shortforms...while me was multitasking...playin trivia till i got the champion status again..she's from NP, and we were always arguing abt who's school is better...here it is..
NYP: Not Your Problem
NP: No Problem
SP: So Problematic
TP: Too Problematic....but i got another one...Troublesome People..hahaha
then were using all these shortforms as a way of chatting..its cool
eg:
Cakra: eh..i think its of No Problem talking abt this
Me:eh...Not Your Problem ok...
Cakra: wahlao...u Troublesome People....So Problematic sia...
Me: ya la..wad to do...Too Problematic wad...
ok la..sumthing like that la...haha
then today, i had a morning exercise to the market and in da evening i had a happy walk to the postbox...hahaha...arif came today..this saturday he kena circumsized..kekeke..dennis u want?...lol...nutting much today...became the champion of trivia again...then suddenly MSN go haywire..thanks to da virus Nanan gave me...Oh ya..Special thanks to Vimal who taught me how to get rid of it...muackz!...MEOW!!..hahahaha..oh...Vimal is a friend of a friend of mine..kekeke...
Working tmrw!!!..weeeeee~~~


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Posted on: Sunday, April 24, 2005
I'm sick till now..my coughing hasnt decrease...the mucus getting yellowish...hate it...oh ya..for your info, i worked on Friday!!!...and guess as wat???...as an assistant teacher at a nursery/kindergarden!!!..hehehe...love them...at first some of them was afraid of me...then..after i show the childish side of me...they LOVE ME!!!!..hehehe...really really...the cutest i got was Tamie and Jamie, both of them are sisters..one in january the other in december, same year...woah...nice planning!...hahaha...the other hyperactive boy was ryan rifki...so cute sia....and still got the others la...forgot the name oready...some pee on the floor...some go pangsai...hahaha...overall it was fun, but i end up having a bad headache...all along, i prevent myself from coughing...and so...i got my first ever salary!!!!...hehe..so happy..but damn....now left 10bucks only..but i enjoyed it alot lor...u see, when u work with kids, you become much more livelier and youthful...hehehe..
Havent seen the doctor since last friday...mum said i better go, who noes i got TB...TouChWooD la...haiyo..think i'm goin tmrw..or maybe monday...i hadnt had enuff sleep ever since MR Cough came knocking on my throat...ok ok..i need rest now...tata!!..i LOVE KIDS!!!


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Posted on: Monday, April 18, 2005
I am so sick that i couldnt lift my butt up to stand..i cough like an old man who is goin to die soon..the mucus is killing me...i'm half deaf and my bladder burst every 1 hours..i am as hot as a sizzling oil and my throat is sore...who am i?...NURINA!!!!..yeah...!!!..haha..dammit..i have no voice now...slept the whole morning, whole afternoon, didnt go for religious class, and now, i'm so awake that my brain intends to do nothing but to sleep...dammit...i hate going to the doc...waste money...whenever i go to the clinic, i'm fine by the time da doc checks me..
Abg rudy was bored with the confinement..come on..you're makin frens there..enjoyin a whole lot there....just that its tiring..compared to me..i do nothing...
So, the perasan me decided to find someone who had similarities with me...see this...
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A lil bit the same rite...mUAhHAhAHahahaAHAha..so perasannnnnnnnnnn!!!!...ok ok...tata!


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Posted on: Saturday, April 16, 2005
So bored...no more school...so damn bored...wanna go out...but no money...hahaha...
Listening to Raghav...dammit...i dun even understand why i listen to R&B/Reggae....AZZY!!!!...hahahaha..ya...its you!!...ok ok...anyway..the song all very nice la...so emo-ish....had been listening to all da jiwang songs...metal very minimal...wats happening???!!!...oh well..i'm down with flu, cough and so on...no mood to eat...my voice so sengau!!..wadda hell!!!!...made frens today...many many frens...hehe...got this guy name Nordin Phillip...tot he's a malay...skali he's not and happens to stay just opp my place...haha..then played the trivia in irc...got to get the champion status again...hehe...so happy...i'm getting more and more lazy to go out...mum ask me to go caltex downstairs also i dun want....haiz...i'm so damn LAZY!!!!


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Posted on: Friday, April 15, 2005
Maths...bullshit!!..confirm 100% surely fail...for sure...dammit..have to prepare for supp paper...differentiation and intergration...aarrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!...nevermind..stay cool...exams over...just need to study a lil bit more for supp...haha
didnt go anywhere today after the papers...went home straight...i aint feeling well these days..needed rest..adriana, arif and sis came to my house today for sleepover...weeeee!!!..that cute lil thang...wooooo!!...got a backache carryin the lil kid...cos when i put down, he'll cry...yeah yeah..lucky thing he's not as heavy as his sis..hahaha...
i've lost lots of brain juices..time to retrieve back those juices..till then!..


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Posted on: Wednesday, April 13, 2005
MC paper was a blast!!!...so easy like chicken wings...wad am i crappin sia..haha..ya la..didnt read the book...go memorise the papers the teacher gave...and the exam paper, almost 80% of the questions came from the revision paper...so happy...i memorise the revision the morning itself..hehe...confirm pass la...and tmrw, its Java paper...dun have the mood to study Java...confirm D la...hahaha...after MC paper just now, me, z and mel decided to stay for awhile to study...then went to the stadium...and took these pictures...
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OK...the end of today...!


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Posted on: Tuesday, April 12, 2005
went to school today to really study..was pissed off with this guy in da tutorial room..shit you..if i ever see you again, i'll cut your balls and deep fried it with wasabe and feed it to the vultures...even the vultures wont eat it..not worth eating...hmmpphh!!!..haha...stop crappin rina..
so you see..for the past four days, i hav not been having any regular meals, i've puked a lot...i cant eat oily stuff...i cant drink milo...i shit a lot..even though there's nothing to shit out...dad keeps buying food outside even though mum cooked...when i see the food, i puked...wads wrong with me??????????
haiz..so its MC paper tmrw..hate it..its 50%....nvm la...hope i can pass...a D also i dun mind...


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Posted on: Sunday, April 10, 2005
Had nothing better to do today, so i browsed through yahoo and found some really farnie pictures on web..haha..yeah..wad i did was to just type hahaha at yahoo images..and tadaaa...this is wad i found
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but..this one..much more funnier....

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hahahaha..yeah..hahahaa..his weenie so small!!! hahahaha....
ya..i found my name too...in Australia!!!..ya...this person said they were on da train goin towards Adelaide, and they found this sign and they thought its cute and took a picture of it cos its sumwhere in da middle of a desert...

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i swear i didnt use any kind of program to make this...

so once again..da boring day is saved again..thanks to Nurina!!..dammit..
i'm so emotional today....one second i hate males, da other second i hate females..another second i hate all homosapiens...wad am i?...hahaha..k k..crap la..but wad to do...abg rudy says he wont be back for 2 wks..haiz...abg...i miss ur brudderly love...haha..k k..


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Posted on: Saturday, April 09, 2005
YEhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!...haha..with my genius brain...at last i knew how to retrieve Ako's pictures!!!..hehehe..i go open the vcd, capture the scene n save it!!!

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hehehe..k k..i noe..he not that handsome...but i laid my eyes on him since sec 3.....muacks muacks!!...he got gf...haiz..hahahaha..but nehmy...i'll find him if he breaks up with his gf...nyenyenyenye!!..kiddin k...


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Posted on: Friday, April 08, 2005
Dammit it..was really pissed off today!!..HOw COME All THe SeARcH ENgINeS Dun PRovIde InfORmAtioN and pics oN Ako Mustafa????????????...wah liao..been searching for 3 hrs...and NOTHING!!! for you info, Ako Mustafa is a malaysian actor..although not that popular..but i love him...haha....haiz...wo ai ni Ako...


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Posted on: Thursday, April 07, 2005
In the morning..i had nasi lemak for breakfast..and all the way..i was like sleeping beauty..didnt do anything but to sleep...played with arif for awhile...
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then had a look at the big aquarium...arowana was so clever..whenever he sees da digi cam, he stopped and pose..haha..clever..one worm for you!!
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in the evening mum came and took me home..dad was waiting downstairs..after that we went to Bestari and dad bought sum packet drinks!!...
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And there again...the journey continues...
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Bye!..Muachks!


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Posted on: Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Yesterday, me, mum, surah, bro-in-law, sis, arif and adriana went to JurongPoint's Swensons for a bday trit..as usual..the bday girl was excited and happy turning 3 yrs old..haha..n before the food came, me n her took pic..

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A few minutes after that, here comes bday gurl n my food..i had curry baked rice, bday girl got cheeseburger, mum, bro-in-law n sis got fish n chips, surah(she's my bro-in-law elder sis) had lamb chop..mbbeeekkk!!!!..hahahha!!!...while arif, busy sleeping in the pram..
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So n so, after our main dish, da bday gurl was still waiting for something...
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She was so happy when she got the firehouse bday icecream!..so she tried to blow the first try
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Oh well..tried for the second blow...well well..she got it...
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N so, she was happy again...when her Obek Surah bought for her a bday long sleeve tshirt..which i think it's too small for her..haha!
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THE END

As for today, me, Z and Mel went to school to study...As usual, Z was late, so me n mel went straight to McDonalds wait for her..when she came, we go buy our food..mel got herself foldover meal, Z with her fish fillet meal and me with the quater pounder meal..as usual, Z wif her great tactic, decided to mix our fries to one and in the end, it was I who had to finish it up...

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Ard 1.15pm, we head straight to the benches outside lecture theatre...wanted to study..but end up, me and Z was busy talking abt the past, present, future, while Mel was trying hard to concentrate..hahaha!!

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Thanks to the rain, after all the massaging i did for Mel n Z, it was time for us to blah and head to the food junction..there, we had sushi and deserts....n me....i had.........champagne...yeah..it was blue in colour..it was very...ermm..sweet...the champagne tasted like champagne...haha..fool ya'll..it was actually Blue Champagne aka Bubble Tea..haha..i swear i wont drink da real champagne if i have the chance to...

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After that, we went back home happily ever after..and me..went to sis house sleepover...


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Posted on: Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Today...it was raining dinosaurs...bathe n pray at 6 and went back to slp and woke up at 9...then go iron all the clothes..drank milo..clean up all the mess in kitchen and my bedroom..n OnLIne now!..wad a day...today its Adriana's bday!!!!..auntie rina very happy for you girl!..3 yrs old oready rite..hehehe..too bad la..i'm goin to pinch you as hard as i can to make u cry today!..watch out u...
She went for an assessment today...before today, we all had a great time joking abt how she would respond to the doctor...she..i am proud to say..she's good at Malay..but pretty bad in english...she understands what u say in english, but she will answer you in Malay..haha..wad to do..well...can say we come from a Malay language speaking family..so wads there to communicate in english?...my dad is a malay teacher, my sis a malay teacher..my mum, bro and me an A student in malay..hahaha!!..k k..
ok..so here's a pic of me and my niece...frens had been telling me how we both looked alike...eh..i'm much more cuter ok..hahaha!!..
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Was browsing thru friz's homepage the other day..and read the part abt pope..yeah..i do really wonder too..even my mum talked abt it...if..he were to ever say the shahadah during the last moments of his life, wouldnt that made him a muslim?..haha..then after that, dad was talking abt a mosque in Vatican City...and the story goes on and on...
Going sis house today for a sleepover..I'm as happy as a walrus now..cos i get to watch dvd marathon whole nite!!!..yeah..u see, mum, sis n my niece and nephew all sleep upstairs..and upstairs, i cant slp, so i slp alone downstairs with big tv, dvd/vcd player, 1.5m of aquarium with arowana and lil fishes inside...easy access to the kitchen and toilet..haha..yeah..well..its cold..i love it...
I'm going to talk abt marriage today..was being inspired by this Rabbani song...eh..dun think i only listen to metal ok...ya..so and so, i was imagining how my life would be life after marriage, who will be my husband, how many kids i'll have...the most important thing in marriage is the religion...
yeah..if you're a non-muslim and u wanna convert to islam...bare in mind, if you're converting just becos you love that sumone, i'll suggest you rather love sumone else...the thing abt converting is that you have to be true to urself, its becos you really love Islam and really do wanna noe more abt Islam cos you know who is the real creator...religion is not sumthing u can play with...
I hate people who choose their partner just becos they're pretty or handsome..i just couldnt get it..whats so bad abt the normal looking ones?...some just didnt want to admit it and still have the heart to say "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder"...yeah yeah...and when these ppl didnt get the chios and yandaos..they'll start braggin abt how bad they really want he/she...wadda hell..come back to reality ppl..Beauty wont last forever, its inside that counts...
It doesnt matter how ugly ur partner is to you..as long as u can live happily with him/her...haiz..


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Posted on: Monday, April 04, 2005
Had religious class today and after that went back home straight n at ard 4, the day started to fade..scary at first, cos i saw the clouds twirling and i tot there would be a cyclone or sumting...
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then it was raining cats and rats and rabbits and dinosaurs until there's a building which was out of sight...
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and then......while chatting with MR MUSKLE, yeah..he says its a K and not a C...wad only...i look out the window n saw this...
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nice rite...haha...well..God's creation..love HIM so much..hehe
oh ya...PoPe's Gone RitE?..yeah..may he rest in peace..there's so much to do in another world than to just sit and stare..hehe..k k..peace out...


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Posted on: Sunday, April 03, 2005
HoW'S YOuR daY PEoPlE???..haha..k..ermmm..woke up at 9, did the chores, after that watch tv, then went online..then at 8, went to my sis house to fetch Adriana my niece, cos after fetching her, me mum n dad wanna go to grandma house...so i snap a pic of Arif while sleeping..like old man seh...
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haha..k..then went to grandma house, but found out all of them not at home...called my aunt, she said they all at sembawang shopping centre...me dad drove us there...went there, i ate what's left..(ya ya...like dustbin)..and then walk ard...Adriana with her dislocated diapers..hahaha!.. here's da pic...
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left to right: my mum & grandma, Amirul & aunt Sri, Nurul
below: Uncle Zack & Aunt Sri
Went back home after that, and in the car, my mum made up this lame joke to scare my niece...we were passing Woodlands area when there's alot of construction workers working..my mum said "Nana!..Police..Police!!..better sit down..later police catch you!"..ya..its lame..but i was laffing like mad cos its like lost of reputation towards policeman lor..hahaha!!..ya..n so, today, i'm going to talk abt...jeng jeng jeng....CONSTRUCTION WORKERS!!!!
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yeah..i noe..my post has becoming longer and longer..but well..i got a topic to talk abt..so..ya..if you're willing to read, just read lor!..haha..
Tribute to all Contruction Workers.......
wadda hell, i hate to do this, but i must..thanks lor...help build buildings in singapore..
haiz...yeah..an incident happened to me recently last yr..those who knew abt this, pls arh..stop laffing!!...
On Sunday nite..wanting to go to Westmall Popular to buy things for PD lesson...the mall was packed..full of ppl..cos there's a show...and i hate to squized myself in to get to the 3rd level..nonetheless, there's this auntie..super kiasu auntie...pushed all the way n my body accidentally touched this bangla's back..i said sorry and ran all the way to find the staircase not wanting to take the elevator..but unfortunately..that bangla followed me..and ask if i cud be his gf..wadda hell..so i was being stalked that nite..with full of fear..i hurried to the interchange to go home..but he stopped me...i wonder where he got my number...i say dun force me..he tot i say dun fuck me...wadda hell..stupid oready still wanna stalk ppl..Its only until i changed my number then i cud really rest in peace...haha..k...crap..but really..true story...stupid sia..if i were to ever see that bangla again, i'll rip his cock and report him to the authorities and sent him to Aceh n let another tsunami hit him...hahaha..k..thats all..bye
hahahaha!!!


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Posted on: Saturday, April 02, 2005
yeah..i'm back with my stories...so how was ur day?...i had a great time doing DMD common test just now...bleargh!!..confirm D or fail..hehe..*touchmetal!!*...so..what do u all noe abt today?...april fool?...earthquake?..nah..i didnt want to touch abt that today...something much more interesting...oh ya..before i forget...as predicted..my prediction came true abt the earthquake after tsunami..special thanks to Mr Low who taught me geography..hahaha...yeah...so..the topic today is abt Pope John Paul II...he sounds like Sean PauL!..haha..kk..

WARNING TO THE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS..IF YOU REALLY LOVE POPE, I HOPE U WONT TAKE THIS HARD..ITS JUST MY OPINION...

A lil bit abt this man...he was first baptised in the northern part of Poland...he become a well-known figure for 26 yrs oready...he suffered from Parkinson's disease and crippling knee and hip ailments..yeah..and recently abt two months ago, he had breathing difficulties and heart failure till now...so..wats so interesting about this man...tell me..tell me...
Aight..this man...had ard 1.5 billion of catholic followers...as much as i can think of, he's da biggest sinner to my believe although he's da man of peace...now he's in a critical situation..nothing can be done to save this old figure...a heart attack, which is very serious, affects only the heart, while heart failure signals a breakdown of the entire system, basically uncurable...tsk tsk..sad story..n to think again..may i predict..if he could live up till next week..i would say God gave him time to suffer and reflect what he had done to the world...have you ever heard of this sentence? "He passed away becos GOD loves him more"...Think...People die faster becos god loves them more but those who die longer not becos god doesnt love them but god is giving them a chance to repent..nvm if u dont understand..but that is what i thought so...
oh yeah...John Paul asked aides to read him the biblical passage describing the final stage of the Way of the Cross, the path that Christ took to his crucifixion.....in that stage, according to the Bible, Christ's body was taken down from the cross, wrapped in a linen shroud and placed in his tomb...he noes himself well...was being evil just now..having a conversation abt this with Jimmy..saying pope will die tmrw...but i just hope, he'll be better...with the prayers of ppl ard the world..

ok..so..i've ended my talk..back to myself...AbG rudY just Came Back!!..hehe..k k...shuddup...having wondered why i hav my fren as a bro..cos i dont get the love from my real bro...he's like mind-your-own-business-n-get-out-off-my-life type...haiya..wat luck to hav a bro liddat...went to my sis house just now for awhile before goin to school..Cik Kam says i am getting rounder and fatter..haha!..thanks!!..i appreciate that..i've achieved what i want and now its time to shape up!!!..after so long..carrying fats everywhere i go, its like carrying two babies with me..haha!..k k...crap...in school, saw Kak Faj, she also said i become more fatter and she said "becos you happy isit?"..haha..for sure la..then just now, alight from bus 77, cross the road saw Cik Sal..she said she almost dunno me cos i look different..more mature..and...bigger of cos!!..hahaha!!..she tot i'm some kind of arabic gurl from nowhere...sheesshh..damn proud of myself...tell me..am i pretty or cute?..or pretty cute?..hahahaha!!
So..this coming monday is our exam break..time to study study studyyyyyyyy!!!...i cant possibly fail the three exams..but i'm worried for my maths...my maths sucks...unlike last time sec 3..eh eh..thats secondary sch la rina...k k...haha...
Thats all for today..i would like to thank my dad for helping Z with her PC..Special thanks to the lecturers of electronic fundamentals , comm skills and dmd...cos...u're so special that i've oready completed ur common tests!!..haha..hope i pass...*fingercrossed*....love you all...and i end this with what i found from net...
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Above, Pope John Paul II meets with the Chief Rabbi of Rome in the Synagoge to recite Psalms with him and his congregation.
Above, in an action that scandalized Catholics everywhere, the Pope kissed the Koran, which refers to Christians as "pigs" for their belief in the Holy Trinity and which also says,that a Muslim goes to Heaven if he kills an infidel; i.e. a Christian. Such false ecumenical actions on the part of the Pope simply continue to multiply...haiya...wat is wrong with the world...


Title: ON HIATUS
Posted on: Sunday, March 20, 2005
sorry ppl..if u've been waiting for my posts...seriously..i hav no time to blog..will be back in April..


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Posted on: Friday, March 04, 2005
ARRIVAL OF MY NEPHEWWWW!!!!!


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Posted on: Saturday, February 26, 2005
FInally!!..maths Over!!!!..yeah..i did anyhow just now...and i'm proud of myself..ya..hahaha!!..aiya..i noe how to do it..but i simply forget how...ya ya papaya la me...hehe..today was fun...*winkzwinkz*..hehehe...went home, tros tido..haha..so penat deh...n ya...where are u abg rudy!!...hotbuttrinabebeh waiting like wad sia...lol!!..
Been blog hopping these days..reading every entry ppl made...saddest blog i've ever seen is from this ger..heartbroken each n every day...i mean..not only her la..there's sum other ppl also...well..ups n downs of life cudden be avoided though...its parts n parcel of life...everyone has their own problems...but, every problem has its solution...it all depends on u urself..to move on n look on da brighter side of life, or to just stay n be da same...i understand its hard to forget..but its all goin to be good/bad memories no matter wad...u may be laffing at urself in da future thinking of how stupid u can get facing those shit....yeah...been there, done dat....like i say..everything depends on u lor...
hahaha..since when rina become a counsellor...loL!..my part time job arh...k k..my butt's gettin hot herreee..hahaha!!..ciao!


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Posted on: Friday, February 25, 2005
I was sick yesterday...didnt go school for revisions...but then, in da afternoon, mummy brought me to grandma's house with Adriana...drag my body all da way to woodlands..haiz..reach there, amirul was having his tuition...i got da chance to talk to his tuition teacher..well..she look young..of course she's young!..she's only in first yr Uni...haha..k..then after that when Cik left house for work, he told me to open this vcd entitled Entiti....tot wad seh...skali i open....wah liao...i cannot slp da whole nite sia...hahaha..well..its actually an indonesian reality tv show abt capturing paranormal sites live on tv...i believe in such thing arh...wahliao...da thing that really keep playin in my mind is da picture drawn by a painter blindfolded...he drew a "woman" who lived in da house long before da present owner..that house...tell u...there's a lot of "her" frens....showed how these specialist shoo them away...sumting like dat arh...i didnt slp well though..n..i didnt switch off da lites when slping...cos i oways do believe other than God..there's sumone else watching u...sian...
Well..i've half completed SEXY RUDY assignment..hahaha!!..ya...19 more days to da manly trainning huh...cant wait for ALIF's ArrivaL!!!..yeah..baby boy you stay on my mind!!..its a baby boy!!!..weeeeee!!!...tmrw got maths test still havent study yet...rina rina...go study la...aiya..but i confirm fail lor...cos one thing oso i dunno..hahaha..yeah...differentiation..shitto...
ps:to apul: amor..no es amor...then what am i feeling...what am i doing wrong...amor..no es amor...is this an illusion..that i have in my heart....hahaha


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Posted on: Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Z came my house yesterday, supposedly planned to do MC project, but we end up doing sumthing else better...hahaha...okie...i was a lil crazy today...after Z went back home, i locked myself in da room...breakin an empty CD into 3...having the sharp ends of da broken CD, i slit my wrist...k..it was stupid i noe...but..this thing..kept playin in my head eversince...i dunno..i really dunno wats happening...at nite, abg rudy consoled me all...at da same time giving lame jokes as per normal...well..i laff at lame jokes...how lame can i be...then after everything alrite, abg rudy called himself Sexy Rudy...hahahahaah!!..and i declare myself as Hot Butt Rina Bebeh..hahaha...yeah..thanks to me hor abg rudy...i managed to find his theme song "I'm Too Sexy" by Right Said Fred...haha..n me, abg sexy gimme "I like big butts n i cannot lie" by Mr Butt...hahahaha!!!...ok...crap..i noe..thanks sexy rudy...u turned me into a badot..hahaha!!..after that, at ard 1am, dewi called me..says she's bored n all..so i accompanied her..talk crap all..until my prepaid went...teet...teet...teet...wah liao!!!!..no money to top up card u noe!!!..haiz...but anything for a fren...SAcRiFice....OOoOOoHHhh...SAcRiFiceEeeeE~~..ya..dat stupiak elton john song..hahahah!!...k k...


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Posted on: Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Had Multimedia Computer test just now at 4.30...I was 90% prepared...sad to say..i forgot everything abt BIOS n PLUG N PLAY..haiz..i came out from the lecture room at 5.13pm...how fast cud i be...yeah...chill at mcdee, buy strawberry milkshake while Z bought brownies..left school at 6.30...went straight to mrt...very happy oready..skali got to noe, da train terminates at Yishun... hahaha..i hate it when there's crowd...so..got down da train, went to take 852 back home..Da journey in da bus was damn bloody long...but sumhow...sitting alone in da bus brings back memories from da past...yeah...
how i really wish i'm still in secondary school...got homework, but didnt do...come sch, copy from fren...didnt even pass up any hmwk during sec 4...after school...tuck out shirt like nobody business...during recess, play chapteh n kena caught by Mr Lim...had a party during every recess...cabot ehem club...during lesson, pass food to da front, burgers...cookies...crackers...hotdogs...haha..yeah...sat at the very back of da class..never study but sms-ing ppl, draw draw, sleep, eating...grades falling....then during prelims, i didnt come to sch for one week..had rashes..hahaha...dats why i didnt get the chance to try out for 3 mths course...i came out from my house 5 minutes before da bell rings..n my DM, mr adam wud be shouting thru da mike..."you walk summore...walk summore..kambing.."
then....it comes to frenship...miss da bitching days....talk abt how horrible da teachers are...how minaish that sluts are...did an anti-sms club magazine, pins...but didnt really finish it..cos o levels coming...did dat cos we hate out F&N/form teacher..hahaha...still remember last time on da day we had our F&N exam, me called perfect10 in da morning...dedicating to all my frens and not forgetting auntie(refering to my form teacher)..hahaha..then at school, that auntie talked abt it..she say she heard from her colleague...then classmate started lookin at me..hahaha..damn paiseh...oh ya...not forgetting during my PE lessons...we oways had to train for our NAFA test..then had to run 2 rounds around da school...me with da usual customer wait behind da bushes, waiting for da first runner to finish then we run..our so called last round..hahaha!!..after PE, buy milo packet bring to class, drink secretly...hahaha!..they guys like to change in class, n i can still remember i saw one of them wearing only underwear..didnt want to mention who...hahaha...
yusof ishak military band..well dats da only cca i had...i was well known in da saxophone section..yeah...i am da bestest of all saxophonist..hahaha!!..i got to play da tenor, alto n even that heavy baritone saxophone...yeah..da terrorist among all...HAHAHA!!..during sec 4, when da seniors are gone...we bullied da juniors...well..actually, i'm very nice towards them...they love me for that...but still..i miss them...but...suddenly, the band changed to brass band..which i really hated it cos da saxophonist had to transfer to da percussion...yeah..n me played da side drum...wadda hell..its only recently when they changed back to our normal woodwind and brass band...wah...can remember during da camp...so many things happened..even during our most romantic moment...haha..i loved him...but too bad..he didnt..but i didnt noe another he was waiting for me since sec 1 until now..too bad la..i didnt noe..move on bebeh...
aight...relationship problem was a waste of time..i didnt had any relationship happening in sch..only big crushes...thinking of it...it was kinda stupid to get involved in all these things...yeah...really stupiak...
sec 3 racial harmony day..was da most memorable of all...i get to wear hindi traditional suit..n got into da fashion show..haha..i won yeah..i won...n..its also da day i was totally upset...well..those who were with me that day knew everyting...
N now..in poly...my life stuck in a lot of things...how i wish i wasnt in this kind of state...did self reflection everyday...but..i dunno why i still cant figure it out...haiz..maybe..i'm just not matured enuff...i'm in a dilemma..i hate this shit..but i hafta admit..i'm da most evil person in disguise...*sigh*


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Posted on: Monday, February 21, 2005
Had religious klass today..was boring...AIn wasnt there...Uztazah Rohani wasnt there...being reliefed by this minahchi...haha..sorry ya..ermm..well..came back home, ate and then study..slp, then use the comp for awhile..been a few months chatting with abg rudy..a great guy i must say..but he's da biggest desperado ever..hahaha!!..yeah..oways tok abt gers gers gers, why is he still single, why he kena rejected, why he cannot get a Minah as his gf..why this why dat..haha..tok crap everytime..with his AHAHAHAHA..yeah..he likes to laff starting with A instead of H..a biggie fan of Peterpan..next up, Captain Hook..hahahaha..oways eat McSpicy burger with strawberry sundae, curly fries, apple pie bla bla bla..haha..yeah..its okay..just being there for him before he goes NS..haha!..gonna miss him though..rite abg rudy?.. Well..aku tgh promote ni...saper saper MINAH yang tengah baca blog aku ni..kalau kau single, kau jambu, sek tu sumer, jgn luper tag me ok..haha!..yeah..mmg..abg rudy ni..ish..hensem nak mampos..gerenti korang suker nye..caya arh!!..
Adriana my niece came to my house today..i just cant wait for her new brother to pop out..haha..yeah..awaiting for 3rd march...ALIF NOOR!!!..i just love baby boy...i bet he's gonna be da cutest nephew..yeah..as cute as elmo, but not as cute as me!..hahaha!!


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Posted on: Sunday, February 20, 2005
DId nothing much today..woke up late, eat, slp, then study, then go online...today was Faidzil's bday..yeah..his bday..how cud i forgot abt it..was feeling guilty..couldnt slp well..APUL..i SAID..I'M soRRY..really really SORRY..my bad...


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Posted on: Friday, February 18, 2005
Went to school today for EF elearning..budden skipped MC lecture and elearning cos had to mit my cuzzin at City Hall..didnt get to go TP..i really wanna go TP..haiz..yeah..n so, with my cuzzin, Rabbit, we met Lord Aryan with his cutie daughter for da second time at BK at penin..da first was at bedok's YA SaLAm..yeah..was kental..with da makcik n pakcik there all looking at us, as if we're alienated..together along with shukor, and shakir and two other BMhead..one look like ferhad, one look like saiful apek senario another one look like Usop sontorian..haha!..we didnt talk much..got to noe, Ian was shy...hahaha..ok back to da story....saw Helfie before that..with his botak head..hahaha~..yeah..so n so, Ian gave us each his first album METAFIZIKA..dat album was dedicated to BAWEAN..yeah..i'm proud to be a boyanese..hahaha~..had a tough time reading wats stated in da album cos da font is like so da ancient..its calligraphy font by the way..did managed to write everything down..hahaha~..actually was abit shocked cos i didnt expected Ian's voice to be so like a toyol..ooppss..sorry ian..hahas..but overall, its ok..like it..but i just couldnt wait for da rerelease of da second album B.T.I...its better..i BooK one Ian!!..hahas..after that, we went home..


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Posted on: Thursday, February 17, 2005
Skipped DMD e learning today with Z..and we had our big breakfast at FJ!..ahhaha..yeah..we had waffle, and chicken chop..yeah..hahaha!!..sorry Mel..nothing much today...Z was having..ermm..her..yeah..watever..and went back home..thank you..


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Posted on: Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Didnt came for comm skills today...stomach makin problem every time...hahaha!..just hate that bitch..yeah..dat bitch...bloody biased..but wondering how come i oways got a B+ for my assignments..hahaha!!..k k..later in da evening, me, su n Z went to play bowling..yeah..free summore cos Z got 3 games for free..and trust me, Z's GooD at it..yeah..as expected la kan..haha!..went home, was pissed off by that pakcik...EH PAKCIK..CAN MIND UR OWN BUSINESS NEXT TIME?...U DUN LIKE COME TALK TO ME LA...hahaha


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Posted on: Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Happy Vday to All!
weeee~..today is vday..yeah..wadda hell..wasnt suppose to celebrate it though..but so wat..haha!..while me, z, n mel waited outside EF lab..me called su to mit me for awhile..gave him my prezzie to him..his all time favourite..yeah..VANS..man..how i wish it was mine!..hahahaha..k..kidding....n in return i got this!!! weeeee~~~

hehehe..thanks mi~!...got denn snickers choc n in return he gave me back a choc..hahah!..thanks yaaa!!!...went to school with Z, Mel, and Ridzman today...was very late..thanks eh ppl..haha..but was happy cos da first thing when i came into da room, Mr Christophe Mallard says i got A for da previous French Test..hahah!..after that we watched a farnie french comedy called The Dinner Table... Had EF lab practical today..yeah..i did ok..haha..love u Cheong Chi Ken!..hahaha..k k..its Cheong Chee Keng...
Yesterday, after my religious class, went to MR LOW's house for CNY!!..yeah..he's my sec 2 & 3 form teacher and also my all time fav geog teacher!..haha..along with PQ, Khair, Syed, Apple, OHM, Mich and Ben..tok cock all..talk abt happy days..how we got troubled at KL trip...ghost stories..hahaha~....was greatly surprised with Ong..cos wahliao..never see him DRINK so much before...face turn red all..haiz..after all that, me go mit my cuzzin at LOT 1...go accompany her buy sumthing for her hubby..by the time we finish shopping, its 8 pm, n so, i suggested that she come my house n eat sumthing..then in da bus she told me, she's afraid to go home...say her family members got see a "SUMTHING" surrounding a lift near her house...haha..funny girl..well..even my bro sense it before..but well..i forced my parents to let me accompany her home and sleepover...dats gonna be da last time i sleep there..haha..slept at 2am..cos i was busy packing, doing da card..wanted to go to sch with an zhong..but when i called him at 7.30, he said he's in school oready..wad a waste..


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Posted on: Monday, February 07, 2005
had Religious class today...after that went to westmall with Ain..look at those cards..damn expensive..went back home...wait for grandma's arrival..then when me and anggul using da comp, my bro asked me for my racket...so my bro n Amirul go play badminton downstairs...after me finish lookin thru woodlands sec e-mag, i tot Anggul some geog..to my amaze, my racket was like so not my racket...shitto...asked amirul..i knew he was da one who used it..dammit..he didnt admit...fark off la eh..was so pissed off, i spelling him till he was bored and went to sleep..was damn frustrated...the rubber was bad...its like..u put a rat to nibble on da rubber...shitto...MaN!...irritated sial...

and i found out the best way to scare my niece..that is this....

yeahhhh!!!..it really works..hahahaha..she's scared of me in dat...hahahaha!!!


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Posted on: Saturday, February 05, 2005
today was FUN!..yeah..nothing but FUN!..hehehe...we go far east walk walk waste time with the rest before heading back to sch for astronomy..hehe..well...astronomy was like another maths lesson for us...hehehe..me, z, honey, mother n denn..sit there..were the bunch of noisy ppl..got our refreshments then head to the back near the garden to look at the stars..was dat dark..n saw stars..yeah..i also saw stars...and after that i look up, i saw stars...hahahaha~..k..everything ended almost at 8.30..then z, me n honey took da bus stop at z's house..then me n honey go take bus home..i've just one thing to say...OPPSSS..hahaha..k..u heard me..its OPPSS..hahahaha!!..anyway thanks for accompanying me da whole day...first time till so nite with me rite...hehehe..


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Posted on: Friday, February 04, 2005
Had Maths at 10-12...then lunch..then got EF e learning and MC lecture and e learning...durin MC..me and Z were busy talkin...cos i oready noe wadda hell the lecturer talkin abt...hehehe..decided to go to Z's house to help her take down da motherboard serial number...
Fun thing abt today is dat, the 3 chicas today decided to line up for that wad ball at atrium..hehe..after that..we sat at the entrance of nyp..ANd then...JENG JENG JENG..tik tok teko..tik tok teko...me n mel was like..HURRY UP..hURRY UP!!..hahaha..yeah...dat was sick..Z was blushin but she had to catch up with us rite Z?..hahaha..yeah..so n so..board da same MRT..man..purposely go other deck..sial ar...hahaha...after that went to cold storage buy some things..n got our Snow Ice cream!!..hehehe..all da way...Z was figurin out why da hell ppl were lookin at her...guess wad..yeah..ders a stain on her top..chocolate summore..hahaha!..tsk tsk..saw kawasaki rxz!!..blue one!!..just like ApuL's bike!!..hehehe..got two summore..wah liao..how i wish it was mine!!..but i prefer the green one...too bad...no green..both were blue...yeah..so n so..didnt get to meet him today...went back home myself...


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Posted on: Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Played tennis during our 3hr break..man..was easy but just need the speed n strength...i dont hav any...used to playin tennis games from my hp..got da taste of it....i love it!..haha..tiring but fun...today MC lab...record Voice..damn..so nice record, save in my hard drive, come home, nothing being saved..KNNCCB!..hahaha..yeah..today went to Seoul Garden AgainNNNNnNNnn!!...ate and ate..cant take it anymore..was full before the rest does..haiz..think i wore da wrong jeans..hahahah!!..denn aksen...first plate was fruits...show ppl u're dat healthy isit...bleargghhh!!..hahaha!!..k k..then went ard amk find cross stitch for my dear fren...honey guide da way...bot it..and now..i'm done with it!..hahaha..yeah..i'm done with it!..hahahahaha!!..k k..lame..my brudda used da phone just now tok to his gf..goddammit..he scold her gf...stupiak..phone also want to scream...wad a man...no..more like a beastly man..i pity my future sis-in-law..gonna hav a hard time living with him...haiz...


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Posted on: Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Tot Cheong Chi Ken got MC today..but then..haiya..he got come la..or else we go jalan2 oready..well..class ended at 4pm...go yishun follow Z find shoe...then took 852 home...slept in da bus till i banged my head unintentionally at the window and woke up..so paiseh..many ppl ard me saw it..hahaha..damn dat pakcik laughed...cis!..hahaha!!
HoNey Lost HIs VoiCE!..miahahaha..k k..my bad for laughing...sounds like he's cryin when i called...heart was beating 1km/s..then got to noe, becos of skatin..see ar..act terror only..padan muka..khakahakhakhaa!..aight aight..takin care hor...muachks..


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Posted on: Saturday, January 29, 2005
Skipped java lab in da morning today..had stomach ache..went to sch waited for them till 12...got break, eat a lil..then me n Z skipped java lecture and went to shopping arcade buy goodies..haha..we romance somewhere in da sch...was fun but very hot..hahaha!..chloe..dun be jealous ok..hahaha!..mel met her fren at FJ...after all, came for maths tutorial..was irritated when she called my name many many times while me over there nod my head for nothing..old hag...didnt passed up her work..hahaha~..k..so after sch, met ling again!!..yeah!!..took 852 home..go kacang kopi..n lepak..haha..yeah..its lepak..or...is it chill?..hahaha!!..k crap..then go back home took 106 with rufaidah..weee!!


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Posted on: Friday, January 28, 2005
Didnt came for maths additional lesson..reached late for EF e learning...didnt pay attention during MC lecture...tapped card for MC's e learning..sheesshh..wad did i do today?..obviously just wasting my time coming to sch dats all..hehe..went to queensway with dennnnnnn and simonnnn...simon treat taxi fare..weeee!...how nice...go there, simon bought shoe n shirt..ducky bought shirt only..hahaha!..me..lookin ard for things..but nothing catches my eyes..that abg from dat malay shop wasnt there...ducky was jokin abt me marryin dat abg..fasho he'll get discount..haha...fren fren ma...well..at least he did asked abt me...miss me ar abg?..hahahaha!.. went to eat at McDee until 6+..then went home took 197..thanks to mr dennis..haha..want to alight..this bunch of muthafcukers blockin da stairs..damn u all!...missed da outram station..drop at chinatown..tot no hope..but lucky got underground pass..and da passage way was like neverending..hahaha~..took nel, change to green line, drop at dover n took 106 home...reach at ard 7.40..no one scold me...good..good..hahahah!


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Posted on: Thursday, January 27, 2005
after sch went to Dewi's house to get her blazer cos mum was in need of that blazer to make examples for sewing my presentation coat..hahaha..as if!...talk cock with her mum all..all corny jokes..then talk talk with Dewi herself and played UNDERGROUND SPEED 2..so boring..cos all u can see are cars...hahaha~...went home, mum didnt scold although its like 7+..sheesshh..should try it again tmrw..hahaha!!


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Posted on: Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Met ling ling ling todayyyYYYyyYy!!!...WeEeeeEEEeeEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEeeeeEEe!!..hahaha~ go esplanade, decided to go to its rooftop but bloody ppl havin weddin at the top..shitto..go walk walk, sit sit, talk talk, laf laf, smile smile...then..he sent me hoMmMMMmMEEEEEEeeEE!!.. ahahaha~~..k k..enuff rina..busted Dewi & Deyonce...were too lazy to meet them at far east..didnt do much..reach home, slept at 8..now a lil time bloggin and off to sleep again..hehehe~..long time no have beauty slp..prepaid havent top up yet...No PICS leh...so boring...


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Posted on: Tuesday, January 25, 2005
yesterday went to bukit batok central to register for religious class..man..a new class..had to continue though i had been learning from pri 1 till sec 4...got cert summore..haiz..wad to do...religion is sumthing u musnt stop learnin...i envy ppl who recite the quran with nice and clear tones..i can read..but..no music..haha~..k..rabbit msged me..complanin abt her mum found her barbell..stupiak..who ask u to put it...wear tudung summore..haiz..kambing came late today..n mum's que number was 84...we waited n waited at last, i didnt get to see them..went home..rabbit told me da bridge that the kambings used to cross from ship to land collapse..man!..i was like...wat happen to my frens!!!!..dad called home and said they just reached, but only 50 of them..more to come..n dat was like 10++..haiz..dad has been volunteering in all these for a long time ago..he came back at 3am..tot he was goin to take leave today..but didnt..pity him..mum told me all abt the kambing story..some broke its leg..some were damn dizzy...damn...i cried u noe..pitied them..but wad to do..life has to go ya..hahaha..

almost kena debared from EF..haha..cos me, mel n azzy skip our ef lecture and ask them to tap and sign for us..gee..lotsa thanks to denn ma man and also steffy..but lucky us, CHeOng Chic Ken like us..thats why he never cancel our name..how to??..we were always listenin and payin attention to him all da time wad..hahaha..thanks again ya...u rawk my world CCK!!


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Posted on: Friday, January 21, 2005
bored..bored today...haiz...suppose to go newton with aida to the french wad thing sch shit..hahaha~~..budden, turn my direction to FJ, join in with the rest talk cock, laff cock..lian pai came up with old hag song..hahaa..adaptation of the original Mcdonald's song..hahaha~~..bored..tmrw hari raya haji..damn..sheeps will be coming in late...BORED!!



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Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all my muslim peeps!!..special thanks to all da kambings which have volunteered or being forced to make this day possible..but man..why is there a delay in cargo!! WHERE HAVE ALL DA KAMBINGS GONE TO!!??..Z didnt came yesterday, me n mel got da cheek to joke abt it..Z went to negotiate with the kambing athourities regarding da delay..hahahah!!..sorry dear..just joking..for ur info, they didnt turn up on schedule cos the weather was bad..not enuff oil i heard or sumthin..becos of dat previous tsunami thing..haha..man..pitied my frens on board da ship there..haiz...just went to grandma's house at wlds..talk cock with rabbit...transfer ringtones, take pics till we get it rite..hahaha..then went to my late grandma's house..chill with junjun and aida...ate a lil..then went back home...i miss u kambing...hope to see u on sunday..haiz...


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Posted on: Wednesday, January 19, 2005
And so da three chicas had played truant today..hahaha!!..yeah..wadelse...skip MC lab...go and watch the Phanton of The Opera at Sun Plaza at Sembawang..yeah..it was nice...watched it becos of the song...the girl was pretty, the guy was ugly...hahaha!!..n me there, cried two times during the scene..ahahhaha!!..yeah...after that, the three powerpuff chicks decided to go to da esplanade..(yeah..my third time goin there...)....along the underpass, u noe there's a lot of pics of display rite..we go take some stupiak yet nice pics with them..ahahah...aight....chill...went to the rooftop to breathe polluted air..hahaha!!..see people romance...miahahah..I JUST LOVE THE TOILET!!!!..sheesshhh...i dun mind spending hours in dat kind of clean toilet..hahaha!!..and then, took 106 home...




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Posted on: Tuesday, January 18, 2005
French first lesson..interesting worr...everytime end lesson sure got new song to learn..hahaha~..after that we faced da old hag again...haiz...lucky only 1 hr..or else, my ears would be bleeding by then..hahaha~!..then got EF again!!..yeah!!..love EF..hehehe!!...did da resistors in parallel circuit...cheong chic ken got tell us not to burn da resistor..so damn scared to measure its current...everytime me and Z sure like wan dun wan turn on da power..hahaha..but da thing i like abt EF since Digital Electronic last time is, shhh... i just love giving Z some bluff current shocks..hahahaa!!..pity Z.. and so all ended at 4...




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Posted on: Monday, January 17, 2005
Went to JB today..hehehe...my parent's favourite hangout..yeah..did sum shopping..bla bla bla, went back by second link and stop by to buy food..mum didnt cook...yeah..there were mat scramblers, mat polis etc etc..many many mat..wah..hahaha..then when waiting to buy roti john, saw this guy...he's mixed..wa..handsome worr...budden..his kids..soooooooo cuteeeee...of cos la..daddy handsome, mummy pretty..hahaha~..i got my ice milo and this food call leko..fav..i can survive eating that only..hahaha!..and so and so, usual routine, i'll be sitting at the back of da car tryin to hide things underneath my legs...smuggled in chicken, meat..hahaha..stupid malaysia..if not for us singaporean, ya economy wont be good k...didnt get to smuggle in ramly patties..mum says next wk then can..hehehe..



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Posted on: Sunday, January 16, 2005
Did nothing much today...mum left me at home alone, cause she got appointment in da morning...did the house chores and all..hoping for mum to buy breakfast, but sadly, she didn't..so i fry some eggs, eat with rice and chili sauce..hahaha~..i cried u noe..thinkin how painful it would be without a mum to cook for you...after that, watch the 40th AMF Bowling World Cup 2004...Remy Ong vs Petter Hanson from Norway..man..dat guy is a strike machine..Remy was like "aiya..play anyhow la..sure loose to him one.."...hahaha..and me there lookin at pathetic Remy, sayin "Stop kissing your ball can or not..u think u kiss ur ball, ur ball can strike isit...focus la dey!"..yeah..dat guy..kiss his ball like sissy..does he has balls???..hahahahah!!..rina rina....then that white guy..shooting strikes non-stop till da game ends and me watching sayin "Stop cleaning ur shoes, kissed it..wah liao...dirty fellow..focus on ur strikes la!!"...yeah..dat man..sumhow cleaned his shoe and kissed it...wadda hell man...so da game goes on and me goin "arhhh...oooooo...awwww...yeahhh!!.."..hahahaha!!..k..goddammit dat white guy is damn good..yeah..he won da game..


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Posted on: Saturday, January 15, 2005
had java in da morning..hehe..dat jasper and hafiz didnt came leaving ram son of gopalakrishnan alone...miahhahaahaha...yeah..dat chap is in my french class too..its of no wonder how i noe his dad's name..heheh..and so..java is as usual..but me am not doin my work..busy lookin at ppl's blog..


then got break all...me, mel, Z, simon, mother, and jimmy go buy food at FJ then go straight outside lecture hall to eat together..cos almost da whole class busted java lecture today..ahhaha..then me and Z, help them tap da card like playin UNO like dat...hahaha..had fun though laffing at ppl's pic...oPppPPpSssS!!!...ahaha..sorry..cant resist it ar...haha..


straight after java lecture, we had maths tutorial..sucks..had to face that old hag again n again..too bad..i didnt bring my worksheet..wads there to ask u bitch...yeah..i saw her saggy-yet-small breast..hahahaha!!!!...then talk talk with nistelrooy n lil D...


yeah..dats all ar...then go back home with simon n jimmy again...in da mrt, just realised i lost my watch..*sobsob*..well..that watch cost only RM$9.90..no big deal...hahaha..k k..gt to go...ciao cincao!


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Posted on: Friday, January 14, 2005
today class starts at 2pm..had EF n MC...terribly sick..i'm shiverin for the first time in an aircon room...coughing all..but no one seems to noe only Z...hehe...so well...after that, went to accompany lil D to penin buy his AJ... n sent me all da way to da busstop at esplanade(second time for me!!!)..hehehe..sorry ar...becos u dun wanna go home with twk rite....hahaha..then took 106 back home, budden, dewi msged me halfway ask me to mit her at bb interchange for awhile...so yeah..met her, go bazaar, bought taiwan pizza, chicken balls(eh..not chicken's ball ok..), and also this food dunno wad name ar..hehe~
just came back from clinic just now...am feelin ok, but still not that ok...guess i need to slp early today...tmrw got java...gonna see those monkeys again in class...haiz..



"The Trouble With Love Is"

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fal
lAnd you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all


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Posted on: Thursday, January 13, 2005
today...during break...we ppl go eat at food junction, then me, mel, and azzy went to the library to return books, and then we go chill at the fountain together...lookin at the fishes while me manage to get some of the koi's pictures...hehe..then after that we went for digital media design lab...learn to use Flash all that...that was ok ar...budden..the most dreadin part was we had another 2hrs of maths lecture...siao...imagine...4hrs of maths a lecture a day...can die liao...thought of busted the lecture...but nah...i wasted my time there listening to music..
My fren Shivani msged me, inviting me to her bday party this saturday...wah liao..i wanna go..but starts at 7pm...how to!!???...then decided to call Khaz..my another fren...call her for 1hr then that *toot* brudder of mine go unplug that tel wire...!%@$&%#@&^!%@^!%!!!... budden..for the sake of talkin to an old fren of mind, i decided to use my prepaid phone n called her till it went tooootttt...ttooooottt...hahahaha...but was happy cos we talk abt alot of things from past to present...hehe...then as usual...i disturb apul again...he was doin his journal..askin me for ideas and all..but halfway thru, i slept...was too sleepy...heh!...this is da song that really catches my ear during da maths lecture...NOBODY WANTS TO BE LONELY..haha..ricky martin n christina aguilera...hehehe..so kental...

There you are
In a darkened room
And you’re all alone
Looking out the window
Your heart is cold
And lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
Come to me
Come to me
Can’t you see that
Chorus:
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body’s longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it’s
Slipping away
And I’ve been waitin’ for you all
Of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why
Why don’t you let me love you
Can you hear my voice
Do you hear my song
It’s a serenade
So your heart can find me
And suddenly you’re
Flying down the stairs
Into my arms, baby
Before I start going crazy
Run to me
Run to me
Cause I’m dyin’
Repeat chorus
I wanna feel you need me
Just like the air you’re breathin’
I need you here in my life
Don’t walk away
Don’t walk away
Don’t walk away
Don’t walk away, no
Nobody want to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry




i miss u su..




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Posted on: Wednesday, January 12, 2005
BlOOd Loss!..am LurviN it!..was so impressed today..da nurse said, my lower part of my hand are purely muscles..hahaha!...cant believe it though, but when she placed that pressure meter above my arms, and me squeezing the stress ball..she was like.."wa..so hard here..all muscles.."..hahahaha!..before all that, my finger kena pricked cos they wanna check da solubility of my blood...then, sat at the chair...talked to the nurses there like as if i knew them for years...they're friendly ppl...LOVE looking at how thick da needle is...it wasnt painful..n my blood..reminds me of nutella..hahaha..i was so surprise, everything ended so fast!...its like,this nurse attended to me, do all da stuff (eg:put the bloodbag beside me, injected me then insert the needle) she needed to do...ask me to squeeze the ball slowly all...then she attend to sum other ppl...the minute she turned back to look at me, i finished filling up the whole bag...she said "wa..so fast ar u...ur blood flow must be good..some ppl ar...slow..then have to stop them, cos scared something might happen ma.."..then i was like giggling all da way, ask da nurse how long she have been working...then i said "ermm..can donate another 2 or 3 bags?"...hahaha..siao me...I WANT TO DONATE AGAINNN!!!!...then the other tomboy nurse also act fierce to me, but well..i'm used to it and end up she laughing while putting da bandage on my arm..farnie nurses..
At home, straight away, i ate, then slept till 8pm...wah...so tiring, n now, am hungry...hahaha~..toyol's here...she brought her toys here...am playin it now..hahaha..remember the driving toy...like daytona...well..thats it la...so HUngRyYyYy!!!...am missing him...evrynite..i'd be thinkin of him...but...i dont noe wad to do..am waiting for the time to come............... i miss u su..



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Posted on: Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Yesterday..the whole day i disturb apul during his workin hours...haha..sorry apul...i just like to disturb u...eh...2 mths to go ok...dun u buih me again like last time..or i'll kill u...hahaha..
today woke up at 5am..thanks to denn for that shockin sms...yeah rite..i got a stomachache for that..until i cannot move my...then dad had to send me to sch..lucky enuff he starts work at 9am...angmokio just now got accident so traffic was slow..but reached school at ard 7.30..am da first to reach the classroom...sianzz....stomach makin music all da time, but no rythem coming out from my ass..haha..
French was fun!..as usual...its da french lesson dat perk up my day...lucky there's no maths...or else have to bear with that old lady...whose like goin to die any moment judging from her age n looks..hahaha...we went to angmokio long john to eat...after that discuss..didnt realise it was five minutes to 12 before the EF lecture starts..man...we walked so fast and luckily we tapped the card at 12.10 sharp..haha..my leg now aching like wad sia...(wah..today sumbody tok to her ar...hahaha!!...happy sia u)
EF...fav sub..suddenly dunno why i like this sub so much until i got the intention to ask qns...hahaha...Cheong Chi Ken explained every of my doubts so clear that i dunno watelse to ask..haha...yeah..well..we ended our lab at 4..saw rahim on da way out from the toilet..asked where's su..rahim said he's gone back home..haiz...miss u su...
then at mrt station, i chased after simon n jimmy...followed them to causeway point to follow simon find that nokia casing and all..haha..then walk walk..then go back home...oh ya..dat time at yck..i was so pissed off by this apek...wah liao...got the heart to dig his nose so deep, the whole way thru da escalator..sia...yUCKS!!...singaporean...haizz...
YEahHHhHh!!..tmrw....jeng jeng jeng....blood donation...well denn...u dun get anything in return not even peanuts...wad u get is a clean and fresh blood after da circulatory...get it?..haha..mom says when my bro donated last yr, he became fat after that..wah liao...dunno she lying to me or not..hahaha..nevermind..just cudnt wait for tmrw..yeahhHHHH!!!



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Posted on: Wednesday, January 05, 2005
yeah..well..today had fun eating at seoul garden with these two babes..hehe...mel was being so cute da whole day...me and Z laffing away, askin mel to playback her actions...haha..yeah..i happy happy..budden i just remembered..mum's bday today..hahaha...wad kind of daughter i am!!..hahaha...we spend 15 bucks each...n as usual...Z...got many things in mind to eat..but end up eating bit by bit...last round of our meal, Z was forced to eat all the fruits she took...even the ice kacang, she didnt finish it..hahaha...Z..Z...tsk tsk..hahaha...hope this will happen sum other time..hahaha...budget ar...then we go take neoprints..too happy that we go to this photo station, take da pic using my hp..then kena shoo away by the counter girl..bloody damn schgirls...cant wait isit....may u fail ur exams ar!!..hahahaha...k k..dats all..



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Posted on: Tuesday, January 04, 2005
FuStrateD..angeRed..IrritaTEd...PissED Off...well..i may be suffering PMS rite now, but what wud u feel if a sum1, doesnt think twice before sayin anyting which hurts u so much in return?..wad wud u do to that ma'fa?...hell yeah...hate it..well..if u're reading this(this person i'm refering to), i've shed tears silently, thinking when wud u ever grow up..ur first and everything so wad?..i have a heart too!...i dun expect anything in return, but please, be senseful enough!...Z says i'm in this kind of state cos i'm falling in love with you...damn was she wrong...even da slightest thing hurt me so much..how cud u explain that?...i'm sick...da mucus goin up my brains..when will this stop..sorethroat...headache...everynite i coughed so hard my heart ached...the end of me maybe?..nah...i wanna live to da fullest....Electronic Fundamentals was fun just now..Mr Cheong Chic Ken(its Cheong Chee Keng la...) explained deeply wat i needed to noe...i love this topic man!!..hahaha..not forgetting java programming too!!..hahaha..mad..yeah..i'm maddened by these subs...haha..here's da crazy pic i was talking abt which was taken on da eve of christmas....



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Posted on: Monday, January 03, 2005
Longie tymEEEeeEee moi never bloGggGgGg!!!..well..let me recall wat happened before today..

20th dec: sTart SchOoOoLLLL!!..wah..sch was ok..cos 2 of our superstars had gone to other classes...Miss You RonaLdinHo & Mr Hairy aRmPit....and..jeng jeng jeng!!..i'm learning FreNCh!!!..ahhaha!!

22th dec: me and moi classmates tot of watching Meet The Fockers at PS..suddenly, we realise, we kena fooled by the msn pop up during our digital media design lab..hahaha!..the rest decided to just go on watching it cos at the same time celebrate REnHaO's bday..but instead of joining them, me and su decided to have a lil chat at starbucks n go back home..man..first time i tried starbucks mocha..i'm falling in love with it..better than coffeebean!...talk talk with su, then took 106 infront of ParkMall..got to noe, inside parkmall got westmall..hahahaha!!..just too excited!..then su gave me a shockin and surprising kiss on my cheeks..he walked away pretending nothing happened when i called him...in da bus, i was being like this one kind of retard, which i wud say a lil crazy at that moment of time..when i suddenly smiled letting ppl think wads wrong with this girl man??!..haiz..su...dun do dat again will u..give me a signal or sumthing..hahahaha!

24th dec: Me and moi classmates watch KUNGFU HUSTLE!!!..eve of christmas..it was full house..da movie's GREATTT!!..shud be rated M18!..then me, hayat n deyonce went to city hall, eat at para para sakura....hahaha..then we walk all da way to esplanade, stopping by the memorial death wat thing and took crazy pictures!..hahaha...esplanade, like they said is beautiful n is a good place for romance, but it doesnt seems to attract me at all....i'm a weird singaporean huh?...

25th dec: My parents 29th wedding anniversary!!!..n it was Christmas toOOoooo!!!

30th dec: Rabbit ran away from home, i knew where she's gone to..but i can only assume, n i noe, she'll be back home..either back her home or to grandma's house..and amazingly, i was rite..she went straight to grandma's house..haiz..rabbit..u shudden do dat again..everyone's worried abt u...

31th dec: i was freakin pissed off actually..if a promise is made, make sure its being accomplished..didnt follow them go bowling at bugis...i made my way to grandma's house..to ease the tention in me...haiz...got some songs from rabbit n aunt Sri...cool..hahaha..got my pics transfered to comp..mieahhaha..

1st jan: noe wad? i did a countdown with kat, angie, anthony, jimmy, and chloe at msn!!..hahaha!..while waiting me n kat played checkers..hahaha..after all dat, we got our very own first time ever conference in msn again n again..but sad enuff..everyone left before 1am..hahaha..cannot tahan leh...didnt make any new year resolution..was too busy to have one..hahaha!..wad an excuse..so my Mr Dennis got his own female name huh?..shud i call u Ms Denise from now onwards?..hahaha!...yeah..talking all this crappy things abt couples/partners, having similar features, characters and so on...which is so true...let me stress out this sentence I MUST NOT & WILL NOT EVER HAVE TOO MUCH SIMILARITIES BTWN ME N DENN, OR I'LL HANG MYSELF...hahaha..nah..just kidding...

Today: i totally freaked out n woke up instantly this morning becos of this pathetic-hope-not-to-get-it-again dream or is it nightmare? hahaha..in it, i was crying cos i was sent to some arabian country to do a performance on musical exchange or sumthing..i didnt really wanna go..thats why i cry la..that time, i was at a shopping mall...then i saw u denn..yes its DENN..he's busy choosing gums..as usual la..hahaha~..da moment which i really freaked out is...jeng jeng jeng...i huggy you dennn..hahahaha...yeah...it shud be EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!...why among all ppl, i hug u?..hahahahaha!!...man..that was sick..totally..i puked n puked although nothing came out...hahahaha!!..shit man..why YOU!!..i swore i shall never do dat again..u noe i love denn..hahaha!..gawd...terrible horrifying act...


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Posted on: Saturday, December 18, 2004
Bought the books...woah..dat multimedia computing...dun have any thicker is it?...hehe..then me n bro went penin bot his panties..eh..pants la..then walk walk, then sat at funan n eat..then talk talk...n talk again at mrt..then blah...stop at marsiling mrt, gave Nurul my Geography TYS..n back to BB pay bills at west mall n went home..today da N level students got their results..my cuz Diana..didnt do dat well..but still pass..hazrin's sis did well cos mum told me she topped da class..ok..congrats to you ppl...oh..n congrats to my cuz Aida bcos she managed to pass her French exams..hehe..-end-
I'm crying..I dunno why...I felt soOOOoo guilty now...I guess I did da biggest mistake in my life...I'm sorry Den...I'm really sorry i told u dat...Hate me all you want for telling you abt dat...I'm sorry...I'm sorrrryyyyy...


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Posted on: Friday, December 17, 2004
Grandma and my cuz just gone home..they followed me home just to see toyol..had fun with my cuz Nurul & Amirul..we stayed up late till 4am..talking bullshiting stories..did manage to jam The Reason with them..hehe..taught them how to play da drums..then came out with the idea of recordin it when i got to noe Amirul cud play the rythem part...so Nurul played da electronic drum instead n me...da vocalist la..hahaha..still got assignment to do for my aunt..child care thingy...its been a long time since i did summary..haiz..tmrw goin sch buy books...am so happy got FRENCH!...hahaha..bonsoir! salut!


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Posted on: Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Woke up early to cook da curry suggested by Sam..called Z to confirm with her..she said wait for the MVP wat shit to finish, then she'll bathe n come to BB mrt wait for me..reach pasir ris at 3+pm, ascorted by mel n bro..there at da pit was Steph, Sam, Samuel, TWK, The Mafia Gang, Anthony, toyol n father..when the triple S, TWK, bro n toyol gone playin sumwhere, the rest of us tried starting the fire...took quite sum time cos da wind was blowing so damn strong...so..cant remember who ask me for spoon..i took out the whole bag of spoon..trying so hard to open it...BoOoomMmM!..it was raining spoons!!..haha..sorry chloe..i surprised u..hahaha..da mafia gang was so hungry they went to da other side n eat up my curry...the ppl who went playin sumwhere else came back, then its time for mel to leave..bla bla bla..called mum, n said i was goin home late..as usual..yakyakyakyadayadayada...i hung up da phone..george tan busted..never come..cos got family thing..then sat ard with mafia gang, steph, toyol n Z telling true ghost stories..then its time for me, Z n anthony to leave the place...at that time, it was oready at 8pm..AT LAST..my dear bro did managed to give Z wat he always wanted to give..hehehe..great job..but..not good enuff..hehehe..well next time, include a kiss or wad..hahaha..bus 403 was so fcukin slow..so we took a cab to eunos mrt station cos Z wanted to go to her dad's shop..i paid da fee..left me and anthony..he accompanied me all da way cos da difference between the two routes is just 1 station..reached home at ard 9.50pm..mum n dad didnt scold dat much..used to it...then go bathe..puked evrythin i eat..feelin sick..in da toilet, i browse thru my hp wat i had taken..da pic of Z with father caught my eye..there's sumthing by the side of Z..sumthing like a face..dunno ar..maybe its just my imagination..after dat..make sum milo, shared it with Nana..then off to slp...how i wish i could stayed longer...


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Posted on: Monday, December 13, 2004
bro as usual..plead n plead me to come follow them go buy food for tmrw's bbq..bro..if u're reading dis..may i noe da real reason why you want me to follow u...if u say u long time no see me, then why cant wait for tmrw?..hahaha..weird ar u..ok ok..thanks for da choc n bookie mark..so just now went to lil india's tekka mall n shop at Shing Shiong..didnt noe SS is at tekka mall also..after buyin all da things, left me alone n bro..Sam, Chloe, n toyol went back oready..we head for BK..pathetic bro..i say i wanna treat u rite..haiz..nehmy..yeah..tok n tok till 5pm..come out from dat mall...fuhhh..uncountable black-chocolate workers were all ard there...scared like shit..had a phobia with these ppl...i'd be cryin if bro wasnt ard...then reach da lil india's mrt station n we went n separate ways..got back home, kena spelling..


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Posted on: Friday, December 10, 2004
Day 1 (6th dec)
went to KL with mum, dad, sis, bro-in-law n toyol plus another toyol coming soon..hehehe...went with two cars..sat infront cos mum couldnt stand da aircon..was so tempted to drive cos dad was sleepy..summore its an automated car...but too bad..dad was scared if i lay hands on da sterring wheel...cos i'm still underage..wadda...thru da journey, i did manage to not sleep..reach KL in da afternoon..as usual...KL..with da stupid disorganised road...always got traffic jam..one mistake, have to go one big round before da u-turn..traffic got no law..do as u like but make sure u musnt be spotted by the police..crappy piece of shit!..ok..so we stayed at Dorsett Regency Hotel..a hotspot for ppl of da same colour as shah rukh khan to stay..hehe..then after checkin in, then go out again to my dad's fav thai "restaurant"..100% pure thai dishes...NICEEE...eat until 7+ then go back hotel..i cudnt slp..so watched the hotel channel..n lucky for me, harry potter was being played at that time..then continued watching basketball at espn..iowa state vs who i can remember..then continued watching malay drama..till 2am..after dat i slpt like walrus..hehe

Day2
woke up ard 8+am..didnt eat breakfast at hotel..ask dad to buy outside food eat in da room..in da afternoon, go eat hainanese chicken rice n then bot a big bag..like those surfers bag..after that, went to Jalan Masjid India..dat place...Fuhh..i tell u...just like seranggoon..only difference is dat da shoppers are mostly malays ar..but the shops there...like got mustafa centre..haha..dats where i bot a leather adidas imitation bag..ehehe..cheap ar..RM20 only...then on da way back to hotel in da car, saw this imitation T-Mac 4 from far...cheap ar!!..too bad ar bro..hehehe..we went out again at nite to visit my bro-in-law's cuzzin..was sooooo sleepy..kept yawning n yawning...10+ then back to hotel.. tot of watching this movie..but in da end..i slpt...

Day3
dad was frustrated wif KL..so he suggested we go to Melaka..but since sis didnt want to,only me, mum n dad go Melaka...Sis said there's nothing to shop in Melaka..but man...was she damn wrong..although KL got a lot of things to buy, u're wasting a lot of time..firstly bcos of da traffic jam, all shops open at 11 n closed at 9 n too many things to choose..can make u go bonkers..reach Melaka, we checked in at my dad's fav hotel called Palace hotel..but me n mum labled it as a 'graveyard hotel'..hehehe..cos beside it is a malay cemetry...after we went to da town's mall..bot myself some blouse..ate at Shakey's..bot cloth..cos i asked mum to sew me a blazer..easy if i got any presentation...looks more presentable..after that went back to hotel,but a few minutes later, went down to buy some bread n stop by my dad's fav coffee shop..sat there n found my parent's longlost fren..talk n talk, while i was being observed by the workers there..they were ard 2 to 4 yrs older than me..felt strange..cos i wasnt wearing my tudung..as usual..i'm wearing all black..i must be pretty or sumthing rite..hehehe...then go back hotel..slp..
Day4had our breakfast n checkout from da hotel head straight away to town..we went to this shop..cos mum wanted to buy some clothes..this salesboy..he said he studied until pri 6..but he's speakin english with me n mum..being sarcastic, i talked to him using chim english words..told him he was a liar..where cud a pri 6 dropout speak english until like dat..mum said to him..dun play play cos i'm takin my degree..haha..man..i was like..so proud of myself..havent get diploma can still talk abt degree..hahha..lied all da way thru until we left da shop n head back to singapore..


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Posted on: Monday, December 06, 2004
Bro was back on friday evening..but leaving him was Z..haha..so sad ar..today it marks da 9th month knowing Apul!!!..hehehe..how cud i forget dat...knowing someone like him..really means a lot to me..although not that much..but still..its a unique friendship..communication of no interface..muahahaha!..ok..then today..i was bored to death..oh ya..i passed ALL for this semester!!!..hehehe..no As...but at least, no Ds..hahaha!..ok..i gtg..preparing for tmrw..Going KL!!!


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Posted on: Wednesday, December 01, 2004
got my new HP!!!!..although its not a new model..but i like it...metallic blue...its sony ericsson K500i...but too bad..no USB cable..hate it..n da storage is only 12mb..so lil..but nevermind...i still appreciate it..thanks dad..


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Posted on: Tuesday, November 30, 2004
me, mum and sis with toyol went to westmall..today..i lost 96993370...wat a nice number..so sad dat i had to terminate it..use back my prepaid..budden...mum told me earlier that if i were to terminate this number, i wud be getting a new hp..hehe..dats wad i want..to take da risk n upgrade my 3330...hope i'll be getting a good hp..maybe da one like bro's hp..but nah...i wun want to have da same as his..dats so expensive..


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Posted on: Sunday, November 28, 2004
Followed my cuz Aida to NYP to take her DEL french exams..lead her to block Q's lecture hall...then sat outside to wait for her..while waiting..suddenly that french teacher whom i've seen him wondering around at engineering blocks came to me and ask whether i'm takingda exam..i was reading Java For Dummies at that time..he thought i was revising french..then i asked him acting stupid,"are u da one who teaches french here?"..he nodd his head and ask am i from NYP "you studyin here? oh..IT or Engineering?"...i replied "both!"..wah..suddenly felt so proud of myself to have a course from both schools..hehe..he said "oh..which yr are you in? not takin french? our students only two of them taking the exams.." and so i said "i'm still in yr 1..maybe next semester i'll be takin it if i got it..is it dat difficult cos there's only two of them takin da exams?"...he said "no..french is not hard..just requires u to spend at least 100hrs learnin it..i hope u take it next semester.." he smiled said bye n walked away..i was like...WOAH!..he talked to me!..haha...then me n Aida went to cityhall go HMV bought the ENCORE..then go raffles link n sit at POLAR eat cheesecake..really like workin woman sia me..cos i have the money wad...hahaha..after that,went home told mum where i go n all..listen to ENCORE..was dope..but i like 'ass like dat' cos da word peepee sounds so cute dat it goes doing doing doing..muahahaha..


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Posted on: Tuesday, November 23, 2004
went out for raya with ex yusoffians which consists of me, khaz, yatie, dinah, syed, zul, zaim, wan n gf, al n gf, haziq, firman n not forgetting benedict..haha..he only chinese.. cos he wanna feel wats like to go ppl houses n collectin money..hahaha..although it was not that fun like last yr, but its still enjoyable..khaz was shy n wonderin when i asked her abt fadzly...at last!..she has a bf..haha!..wasnt really expectin this two clowns to bring their girl..really hate it...kepo sia..damn..tot of goin to Apul's house..but then..i cant cos its gettin dark..sorry Apul..maybe next yr..


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Posted on: Monday, November 22, 2004
mum n dad went to tanjung pinang to settle things there..well u see..i have relatives stayin there..cos my grandad's bro lives there but then...he's gone too becos of an accident..so mum decided i follow my sis to JB...went to JB..eat..shop..then went to tampenis at Changi wat thing they call it..its a condominium..my bro-in-law's fren's house..i noe them cos they helped a lot during my sis's wedding to make the presents all..they're rich..the husband works as a manager of carefour..got back at nite..budden got to noe, mum postponed the trip to tanjung pinang cos it was raining and maybe the waves wud be big enuff to make da boat capsized..wad only...hahaha


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Posted on: Saturday, November 20, 2004
woke up early cos today, its grandma's burial..after she was being bathed..n before her face is being covered, my cuz, aunts n uncles kissed her..my other aunt(mum's side) asked me to go forward..cos my brother also kissed her..but..i dun want..i was too scared..i told u..she look so calm..after prayin for her, she was being sent to the burial site with the helpof the mosque services..one bus plus a few cars followed behind..after that, went into da kids room...played with my younger cuzzins Izati n Nuraini not forgetting with toyol oso..haha..after that, went home...


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Posted on: Friday, November 19, 2004
Was at home all da way yesterday..Today had my dental appointment..was at 8..but reached ard 9.07am..hahaha..Mr Ang was like.."u again..always late for appointment"..haha..then i say hard to find taxi in da morning..trafic jam..then he said "ya ya..dunno how to get up early to take da mrt is it?" then i was like..'yeah yeah..shuddup and do ur work'..hahaha..long time never wear my retainers..but told him i never wear it for only one month...lucky the upper part cooperate with me..but not the lower part..after that went to qnsway with bro, father and TWK..da only girl again..did managed to slip in da envelop into bro's bag..yeah..he got his T-Mac 4...TWK oso got his shoes..father just bot da small figurines..then go home...during da evening..ard 7+pm..bro msged me, sayin he's leavin for NZ soon..da gate is open at 7.25 n plane goes off at 8.25pm..on da last msg bro sent me, dad called home, askin for mum, but mum was prayin..i asked wat he wants..shocked..when he told me grandma's gone..i was like..DAMN..bro's gone, she's gone..told mum..she was shocked too..she immediately phone all da ppl she knew to spread da news..she told me to get ready before 9 n go to grandma's house cos by the time we reached there, grandma wud be home from hospital.. i didnt go into her room to see her face..just scared..sat with my cuz Jun n talked..if not for this, i wun be communicatin with my cuz dat much..left at ard 11+..i dun feel da sadness dat much for i am not dat close to this grandma..but nonetheless she's still part of me...


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Posted on: Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Went out with Z and Nurul to town!..hehe..actually we were supposed to watch movie with the rest at cineleisure... The Taxi..budden its at 5+ n summore, Z watched it oready..so we decided to just go there and shop..(wanna meet bro cos he wanted to pass me da pathetic frame to Z)..me Z n nurul went to cineleisure's long john silver to have our lunch..when bro msged me n say they all also heading to long john to eat..haha..coincidence..told Z abt them...Z tot of escaping maybe goin to da toilet or sumthin..budden..too bad..i made her stay at her seat..until bro came..wah..shy like shit when he saw her..muahaha..bernie was there too..i told Nurul which one was Bernie, Dennis, Samuel, Clement, father n Steph..she said bro's cute..BLuEkKKKk!..muahaha..then talk talk, i ask Nurul..which one suits bro..me or Z..Nurul didnt say anithin..but Z with full of enthusiasm said "You!" pointin at me..haha..den i said.."you jealous rite.."..she said "wat for i jealous..he really suits u"..i said "then wad for u said u're not jealous if u really are?"...hahaha..she was silent..she said "rina..u ar..really..."..haha...steph at the side was having asthmatic hahaha-ing all da way..after that walk around leaving them..took neoprints when bro msged me ask me where i am...Z n Nurul walked away when i told them i meeting bro for awhile..then bro came..yucks..looks so like wad sia..hahaha..gave da frame then blah..i ran after Z n Nurul..kept da frame in my bag..lucky my bag was big..go far east...then past this shop which sold von dutch's shirts..blueekk..Z hates von dutch..but she told me the cap, shirt and all suits her..haha..wad only..on da way home in MRT, standing with no place to sit, i passed the frame to Z..she said "Eh!..tot this one was urs..Dennis gave it to you wat..why give me?"...like DUH!..haha..i said "ur bday coming wad..a before-hand present for u la.."she said "ok..i'll open it on my bday then..y didnt he gave it to me personally?..honestly i really appreciate it if he personally passed it to me..but then..thanks"..i was like...'u sure?..i bet u cant wait to open it tonite' muahahaha..then all da way to BB i was alone..


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Posted on: Tuesday, November 16, 2004
not much of today..iman n family came to my house and on da nite itself, we went to his house at Dover..haha..well..iman..is actually a local singer of a malay band called Karisma..he's my nephew by rite...but he's older la...hahaha..he also got an award at Anugerah winning second for the best composer...dad talked all da way till 10+..still got a lot of stories to tell but too bad..me n mum was soooo sleepy..went back home...ZzZzzz..


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Posted on: Monday, November 15, 2004
Hari RaYa!!..wah..so fast time flies..wore da black pantsuit bought from BEWA with black tudung, n black bag(made myself for sure) n black ELLE shoe(sis bought for me)..with contact lense and make up(black eye shadow)...wah..ppl may get da wrong idea me goin to attend a funeral or sumthing..hehehe...but i like black wad...after that, cry cry go say sorry to mum n dad..but mum says "ah..mintak maaf skarang nanti buat lagi..(translation:ah..now say sorry later do again..)"..haha..dats for sure la..who doesnt makes mistakes..after that went to my grandma's house(mum's side)...all my uncles n aunt were der except for one uncle n one aunt..my partner-in-crime was der...my cousin la..too bad she had to wear grey today not black..hahaha!..talk talk..laf laf...n then it comes to da moment we've all been waiting for...OF cOurSE!..its da MONEY!!..haha!..ok la..can can..plus da money i got from my sis n dad already exceed 3 digits..well..after dat, went to my another grandma's house(dad's mum)..but she wasnt there..she's in da hospital..budden..still go cos there's my aunt who sacrificed her life not married but to take care of my grandma n her younger siblings(my dad all ar)...then went to my bro-in-law's sis house at jurong..then to my aunt's house next block only..wa..my cousin Wan was there..haha..maybe he's too surprise seeing me..i've changed wad..maybe prettier?..haha..i dunno..he's still a bachelor..yeah..lucky i cant marry him..muahahaha..after that, went to NUH to visit my grandma..i pitied her condition she was in...she was unable to talk..tube feeding..honestly..i stared at her..seeing her face..makes me realise how pretty she was..well..a mix of portugis n java..wadda ya expect seh..dad tried to talk to her..say we came to see her n all...can see the sadness in him...cos his eyes became a lil bit red n watery..i understand..who could bare to see their own mum bedridden?...haiz..then left her alone..n went back home..dats all ar..but to think again..after counting da collection i got today...really a lot..although i didnt go to so many houses..haha..yeah..i'm not goin to get it next yr or next next yr..sum ppl ask me specifically which sch i am in now..when i say poly, sum dun give, sum got give..haiz..hahaha...well..its not the matter of having da money la..da most important is to give a visit to make the family bond stronger dats all..


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Posted on: Sunday, November 14, 2004
Penat giler seh tadi...ada ke orang kemas bilik dari pagi sampai malam? hehehehe..tu bilik kiter je ar..tapi bukkannye berserak sangat...oh..mungkin pasal halfway thru i slept uh..hahaha..siak siak...arh...beh on da same time, msg la dgn si diektu..dari dia baru bangun, dah mandi, sampai amik kueh dari rumah orang..hahaha..panjang peh citer...well..lepas tu tgk salam lebaran...lepas tu kene marah ngan my mum pasal buat keje lambat sangat..in other words, kelemer ar..hahaha..siak je...but i just like to do things slow and steady ar..bukannye aper..i like to take my own time...enjoy what i'm doin then everything will be done..so that's why ar..kemas bilik sampai malam..oh ya..sempat plak tangkap cicak..ada ke patut me tell diektu bleh keringkan tu cicak beh buat brooch tuk hari raya...hahaha..style jugak tapi aper kejadah seh..ketupat dah ready, thanks to me for anyam-ing it yesterday..hahaha..favourite peh keje tu..tapi biler buat je, tido halfway....brape banyak kali tido da.....hahahaha...besok hari raya!!
ewah ewah kain langsir elak elak
dinding kaler kuning
tilam kaler biru
bilik dah siap kemas
baju raya dah tergantung
jangan tido lambat
hari ini malam raya!! kuang kuang kuang...


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Posted on: Saturday, November 13, 2004
wah....dah lamer seh tak blog...tibe2 rase cam malas gitu nak type in my daily stuff...well well...puasa nak dekat ending soon...lagi dua hari je...rancangan pat tv pon dah berstacking...bukannye pasal tak sabar...tapi rasanye kalau tak raya pon takpe..i just don feel the excitement of celebrating it...bilik lom lagik kemas...besok ar buat..haha..wah..dah banyak hari berturut turut asyik tido lambat je..ada yang sampai sahur pon lom tido...hehehe..ada ar tu...kacau orang tgh keje...hahaha!..suker seh...yelah..pasal takde saper lagi yang boleh ku kacau pe...haiya..sampai sini je ar..penat ar..comp pon tgh so`od ni...till den..cheerios!


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Posted on: Saturday, November 06, 2004
vA Va VoOm! hahaha!..GueSs WhAT!?
diam tak diam, kelip tak kelip, kentot tak kentot, wa tak sangka...dah 8 bulan ku kenali ngan apul...weeweetz~..hahaha!...boring seh today...pikiran tak abes2...kesalahan melanda diriku ini, rasa keraguan, kesedihan dan lain lain yang sewaktu dengannye masih melekat di setiap pelusuk sel otakku...hahaha!...alar...ntah ar..takde mood seh nak pikir pikir sal ni sumer...dah selesai pon...aper lagi nak diingat ingatkan lagi...kawan je pe...haiz...


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Posted on: Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Hari yang paling bersejarah bagiku...yang penuh dengan memori pahit dan manis...sedih tu memang..tapi apakan daya..aku sendiri yang mintak..
Me: Mi..lately, i've been thinking a lot..u noe that too..i tried to love you more..but it doesnt
seems to work..Dun blame urself, its all my fault..i appreciate the love u've given me..
Him: I noe this is going to happen..Damn..It is my fault for not distinguishing da diff between
u liking me and u loving me.. Looking on da bright side, at least i got a hattrick in being
ditched at..
Me: Hey..Dun put it dat way ok..I dun mean to ditch u..by rite, i'm still ur fren..it's hard for me
to tell u this..i'm takin all da guilt..i'm sorry..
Him:...A lesson to be learnt..If u wanna say da 3 magic words to sum1, think thru first n see
whether u really mean it, as for me, i have no regrets saying those words to u cos i really
mean it..
Me: Ok..i noe..i'm stupid and i suck in this..must u be that sarcastic?..i said i'm sorry..

After that..tros senyap..sampai malamnye...

Him: Na..sorry for getting worked up just now..Me must be listening to too much emo..haha!..I
just realised that i'm willing to do anything for da gal dat i luv and if this is what u want, I
am willing to.. Having u as my fren is better than having nothing..I still luv you and i'll be
waiting for you to give me a second chance..
Me: Okie..Thank you so much for understanding me..You're da Man! :)
Him: Welcome chi2 man...Just do a lil favour for me..Stay happy oways k? U got problem, I'm
here to tok to...Got to admit, it still hurts, but i just have to swallow it..

Lepas tu, i slept..


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DisCreTe MAtHs Is OVER!!...hehehe!!..at last...school has ended...haiz...paper was not tough..i just dun understand what the qn wants...i understand da topic, but i dont noe how to apply to the qns...haiz....well well...today...it's FEDAH'S BDAY!!.. wah..dah besar anak mak ni...baru nak celebrate 17 taun kak?..haha..eleh..ckp orang..aku pon sama..
pikiran..pikiran...was on the phone with azzy the whole nite..aper lagi..tengah tension ar pasal ni...he send me this msg "Dearo! wats ur finga size?"..haiz..aku nak mintak break, lagi mcm tak bagik gitu..yelah..aku tau..akan datang nanti on da 7th nov aku nye 3rd mth..tak sanggup nak putus..tapi terpaksa..i think tmrw..have to be tmrw...dun wanna wait for long anymore...:'(


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Posted on: Tuesday, November 02, 2004
I was at home the whole day..thinking n thinking..wad shud i do n all..tmrw's my discrete maths paper...its raining everday...wat am i to do..slept late ard 4am...talk to normah, to azzy, to yatie n also with apul..haiz..i'm totally blank..is wat i'm goin to do wud be ok?..well normah ask me which is important..me or him..n i say me..of cos me..but i pity him..dun wanna loose him at the same time..haiz....


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Posted on: Monday, November 01, 2004
MaDraSAH tOdaY LAsT DaY!!!!!..wah...peh gembira today last day..hahaha..last paper pon..ermm..paper tafsir..tu pon satu qn tak buat..terbanglah 15 markah..haha..takpelah..dah biasa pas..lagipon, hari ni, habislah masa gemilang bersekolah pat ar raudhah..dari pri 1 sampai skarang thanawi 4..tak ke terror tu..dari masjid tu kecik sampai besar, sampai bumbung nak pecah..hahahaah!!..but we didnt leave with peace..habis dibanjiri kad derma la, ticket carnival la..bukannye kedekut..tapi its TOO MUCH!...bumbung punye pasal kita jadi sasaran..hahaha~..
Then ard 3pm, met Normah n Hairoul at clementi..aper lagi..main pooL lar...at west coast sana..well..Hairoul was a nice guy..he really look like Faidzil sia..nasib suara lain..kalau tak aku dah jatuh hati..hahaha~..game was fun n all..tak FAIR AR HAIROUL!..TAK BLANJA AKU EH!!..hahaha..blanja normah je tau diekni..bual peh bual..lupa plak..ni dua orang ni dari SP..tu pasal kenal area clementi je..ahaha~~
So today malam, cik jun datang my house..well..me & dia bleh talk well..bual pasal anything ar..best ar...she ask me abt data comm all that..pasal dia keje pat NEL as the one who jaga all the computer systems...ask me abt FTP, routers all that..haha..pas tu kelentong ar pasal bende lain..talk abt my life all..haha..aisehbedah..i lost her email add la...luper nak simpan tul2..dahsah ni toyol dah kebas taruk mana2..haha!..tadi pon si martin(cik jun's son) kencing dalam sluar..abis titis2 kencing dia pat lantai..kene la jadi cinderella kejap...hahaha~..


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