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Posted on: Monday, June 04, 2007
Alohaaa!!
yeh yeh, ai yam bekkkkk!!! oh..just photos here...not much of words...
I left out this picture for the previous post...yes..stickers on wall, chairs and even floor..EVERYWHERE!

Met up with the girls last saturday to watch Shrek3, i'm late as usual..hehe
On the way home, asked PQ accompany me buy these two drinks...
Random..took it while waiting for my lift..well..at least these thais not as noisy as those matreps at EB's place...
Arif Noor!
Ah! My stress reliever...
Zahid thought i'm hellraiser...kwang3...boleh blah!

Nothing better to do in class
eh..i didnt noe my eyes were brown...kakakaka..yeh..i was crying..


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Posted on: Saturday, June 02, 2007
I NEED MONEY,

AND

If I dun freakin pay up,

THEY'LL SUE ME.

peace to ya'll
i'm gonna die

i need money.... ='(


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Posted on: Friday, June 01, 2007
Take a look at these artpieces...It looks normal but they're awesome!!
Ya rite...i was sooooo damn bloody pissed off when sum1's work of art is not on a paper but on my door instead...and bloody hell that door was painted not long ago..just three months!...luckily it was a red pen and not some black marker..else i'd chew and pinch his cheeks...oh..and the other two walls(blue&purple) was also done by him...AND..his sister, pasted stickers on the wall too...EVERYWHERE!..damn..i bought those stickers for her including the sticker book and now..all gone! URGH! And the culprit i'm refering to, is this boy
ya ya..he's cute...-_-"
and then i found this picture in my SD card...wahahahaha..wad a minah!
ps: Hey, i dun freaking care now, cos i am freaking HAPPY and not MISERABLE..if u're happy after deleting me, then i'm happy too...cos i dun lose anything...and to think of it, i know i'm wrong to even start, but i dun think i shud be the one apologising...FREN, why cant you just accept the fact that YOUR FREN here, is not those type of minah tudung who is so damn well-manered when talking/chatting? If you cant accept my CRAP as a FREN, then you're the biggest CRAP! unless..you think i'm not just a fren...
So long...and GOOD BYE


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Posted on: Wednesday, May 30, 2007
hell i was so confused and angry, i knew i was wrong to do that, i'm being so bloody damn patheticly rude.. Its a damn pathetic word i used, but IF we're back as friends, i wud want to ask you to give me a list of words of what i shudnt say. maybe then i'd not use/say it to you. i am childish to do that. i am i noe, i always ruin your day. And i also know that you won't forgive me for that and summore this is not the first time.




i hated myself for hurting you, i didnt noe, and u didnt noe it too.



je suis désolée....


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Posted on: Sunday, May 27, 2007
on the morning of 26th May ard 1+am, went to airport to send my dad..he's off to Egypt for a month...i dunno lei..i feel so sad...first time i hug my daddy in public ok...i feel like crying..budden i tahan my tears so ppl wun suspect...i noe he oso sad to leave...can see from his eyes...wahlao..i feel like crying now...cos now at home left me n mum only...usually if i havent slp by 1am, my dad wud giv a knock at my door.... ='( i pray for ur safety dad...


here's my niece and nephew and dad..

time to leave alreadys, mum in grey, niece, nephew, sis, bro-in-law and dad...
went home and slept as long as i can and then in the evening went to my cuzzin's wedding at jurong....this cuzzin of mine, my parents oways compare me with her cos of our body size....wth..there's nothing much for me to do there..cos the kendarat ppl that they call is enough and they did their work very fast, so we ppl just lepak one corner and talk cock and rot...

me in pengantin's room...the concept is nice, but if her room was bigger, it'll be much more nicer...i love the candles by the corner, looks English to me...

then at nite ard 8plus, pengantin change baju, overall i think this baju is the nicest for her la...
eh come on la u ppl..you jealous for wad..this one not my boyfriend la hokayssss...This is abang Salim..salim isit? or saleem? or salem? or salym? or sallim?..hahahaha!..yes yes..eh abang, you're my cuzzin rite?...or just so called cuzzin? or maybe cuzzin?...hahahaha!! abang, this picture if not nice next time we take another shot la ok...=)
wah..this chiobu ah...my cuzzin la of cos..wahlao...my cuzzin all chios one la...but the most chio of all chiobu's and not charbo is ME..ok..i noe..i'm lame rite...eh..anyone wants to kenal2 with my cuzzin anot? if u want oso i tink she not interested..
oh well, today i never go religious class...hehehe..i woke up late and got headache and got stomachache, then afternoon liddat, go jemputan at yewteeCC, i hate it la tell u....everything was ok, got cool DJ from ria i tink, very the hotel like ah..budden ah...the hall is abit small la, then they put round tables, these ppl ah, when they eat at round tables, they confirm take their time and dun bother to giv the seat to those in need la.....then me, mum n grandma were like standing in the middle of the world looking for seat, but i end up being so fed up, i went to 7-11, bought peach tea, and went out from the CC and lepak at one of the void decks....i dun mind having a jemputan held at CC, but if u're a first child better dun, cos u'll be having lots n lots of guests, invited/uninvited....if die die still want to do it, then i suggest, use long tables instead of round tables...aiya..wateverla....after all that, grandma took cab home, while me n mum walk our way to yewtee's bazaar and buy food and sum stuff...
its soooo tempting..so i bought this...ey..doctor say no sweet stuff lei....heck la..today only wad...

and.....jeng jeng jeng...cotton candy!!!!!...hehehe..once in awhile only wad..wun hurt...heheheeh minah ni...aper bikin pat sini? i got look slim meh? your eyes must be playing tricks on u again larh!!!...hahahahaahah!!!



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Posted on: Saturday, May 26, 2007
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!



hello hello hello!!


today is my bestest girlfren's birthday la..purposely never wish her over sms or call or wad...wahahahahahaha!!...make it only abit special, i dedicate the song on my blog especially for her....and i'll put there for as long as i like..urmm..ok..see how ok...wahahahaha!!


anyway i owe her like wad? 4 birthday present oready isit? ok la..wait la..not now la...if i work oready i giv u sumting better....confirm best laa...


known this pweeeettyyy girl since sec one ahhh...we have so many many memolis together, but even tho we got separated since sec 3(diff class then diff poly), we're still together hokays...not like sum ppl..hmph...emo emo together..wahahaha..wth..eh..wad la...


eh..i got this picture lei..i still keep..budden becos i respect her, i decided to blur her face instead of mine....cos..before the pic was being taken, she dared me to smile widely and show my braces...wth....




HEHEHEHE...ok la girl..happy birthday once again...dun do anything stupeed except for THAT! -_-" ...

Love u bebeh~Muachks!



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Posted on: Thursday, May 24, 2007
Met Sha just now at clementi....we had fun...and then wanted to go home la...then...we walk towards the bustop....NO..we ran to the bustop, bcos the bus had arrived and wouldnt want to wait for the next bus cos its goin to take alot of time ah.....below as u can see, its not sumkind of minah rockers kind of pose but this kesian Mutant Along of mine fell down while chasing for the bus....-_-"
She got hurt diagonally...Left leg, Right hand..weird...

Her right shoulder as u can see, there's one big hole and small hole...TORN....a few scratches and bruises on her right hand....
Left leg...No..the pants that she wore wasnt in this state at first...its torn after she fell down...OUCH! It hurts deep deep la...damn embarrasing ok...there's so many ppl on the road, the ppl in the bus, the ppl at the bustop, those walking ard all witness the incident....but dang!...i also ran at the same pace, but why i didnt fall?....my mum said "kau kan setan jugak..tu pasal tak jatuh"....well..she said that becos at the point of time when we ran, its maghrib...so...ok..wth...i noe...can't bare to look at my only Along limping all the way, decided to take the cab home la....she where can walk sia..pain la, i oso noe how painful it is to fall like superman and summore in public where theres alot of ppl....paiseh u noe....haiyo....Eh u ppl ah..better dun laff i tell u...u laff ah...make sure karma come looking for u ah....grrrr!!..ok la..nvm..i oso did laff...kekekekeke...anyway..lesson learnt, do not chase the bus during maghrib..thank you



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Posted on: Wednesday, May 23, 2007
..Sunset at Punggol on Monday..

I perspired alot while waiting for the sun to set set set mi mi mi
i look slim in this photo meh? crazy...your eyes must be playing tricks on u la
i never edit all these pictures ok....i just resize it dats all...nice rite?...thanks to my camera Lumix FX8!!!

This is my first time to actually see a sun setting infront of my big round booteefull eyes!


Extra rite? hahahaha!!..cool la..must come again one day..make fren with the coast guard oready..lol

EH..MY Mum CooKed TerOng Today!!!...WOOOO!!!

ps:bit..the answers will be postponed to next wk ok..so long la...aiyoyo



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Posted on: Saturday, May 19, 2007
Saturday~~
i slept for only 3hrs...budden..got this one dream..very...weird...Who in the world is MasAwi? Any guys whom you readers noe has that name tell me ok!? the story..well..i shan't tell it here..if u want to noe ask me personally hokayss!!?...hehehe..i never go out today..my parents ask me out oso i dun wan... not that i dun wan la..but they siap2 oready then ask me whether i want to follow anot... nvm la... Bit asked many many very good qn..and i think i can answer those qns of urs...but let me answer it in my next post ok? now..look at my face...still NOT ENOUGH SLP!!



hmm..Mimi..come back quickly..and tell me more about ur trip!...


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Posted on: Friday, May 18, 2007
Last wednesday...i walked back home...but..i didnt manage to mantain that 32min record...cos my right foot was aching..i really need to get slippers and then throw away that wad dewi's mum called the NyoNya shoes...-_-"...later that nite...dewi decided to come down to my block...and then we played Scrabble!..at last i got sum1 to play scrabble with...hahaha..and there's mini Donuts too!..played till 11pm..budden..when i got back...my parents lock me out...and me, forgot to bring my keys...but hey..i only sat at the void deck wad..oso cannot..wth..i closed back the gate and decided to walk away la..but my mum immediately opened the door and let me in...kena warning alreadys... :(
So, the next day, since i no school, i decided to go out and meet my Along and Angah..went back to Nyp to pass Mr Schofield sumting...hahaha Schofield kepeeee!!...and eat Gecko..see my school environment like really different la..the kids all...satu2 nya muka macam nak mintak kene tampar je..so, we the mutant siblings share our problems all...then we proceeded to AMK...and we did the usual stuff...really let out our feelings till the end..and we went home..
Today..i'm bored la...nvr walk home but took the bus cos both my feet got blisters...then tot of going sumwhere...but the plan was ruined becos of me...when i lean on the wall or stand to drink water, feel like i can collapse anytime...so to play safe, i lay on my bed..budden..i was so damn bloody thirsty la...i drank like the whole kettle hokayssss..i was really dehydrating..my ear inside was painful...then my body temperature rose...i was sweating...and even when i close my eyes, i cant sleep!!!..and thats why i'm bloggin now...urgh!...
I've never had enough sleep these few days..i watched so many movies so many animes, but still...cant sleep...eat sleeping pill then can sleep...but even if i get to sleep, it'll be around 5am onwards...i was waiting for sum1 to be online too...but dun haf...so abit bored la...i'm missing alot of ppl now...haiz...
ps: hey..i really want to master the vocals for Sweet Child O Mine song...hahaha..my along and angah will understand wad i'm talking abt...lol
HOW TO SLEEP!!!!???????


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Posted on: Tuesday, May 15, 2007
To EB,



Being ambitious begins with believing in yourself. Achieving tiny goals often will help you to gain more confidence to attempt bigger and better things. So..being ambitious is not a curse!..i repeat...being ambitious is NOT a curse!.....

*I will not apologize for being self-motivated. I will not apologize for being ambitious. I will not apologize for having self-confidence. I will not apologize for having passion. I will not apologize for having drive. I will not apologize for being successful one day.*

anyway.....i found this...

A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?"
Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g.
The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it.
If I hold it for a minute... that's not a problem.
If I hold it for an hour... I 'll have an ache in my right arm.
If I hold it for a day... you'll have to call an ambulance.
In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes."
He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management.
If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. "
"As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again.
When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden."
"So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down.
Don't carry it home.
You can pick it up tomorrow.
Whatever burdens you're carrying now,
let them down for a moment if you can."
So, my friend, put down anything that may be a burden to you right now.
Don't pick it up again until after you've rested a while.


ok EB?
nah...Milo Dinosaur...drink hokays? hahaha

Jia You!!!...Aja Aja FighTing!!!..nini mendabelangi ngembrol menbuek hokayysss?!!..hahahaha


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Posted on: Monday, May 14, 2007
Haloooooooooooooo!!!...hahahaha!!...yeh!..went out with dewi...naughty eh take MC...hahahaha..went sumwhere nice..and then went to eat sumting nice BUT SPICY!!..grrr..then go sumwhere deserted....then sumwhere and sumwhere..and straight home...hahaha..

this minah here posing like wad only...


see how dewi smile...uhmm..no comment...hahahaha


i oso dunno why i took this picture..hmmm


the three balls that we used..

eh eh makcik...hahahaha

well...that is a striking pose ok...LIKE REAL!..hahahaha

scared after seeing dewi scored a strike...BEDEK SEH..hahahaha


i dunno what shit is this picture here for..was suppose to take those booteefull buildings..alar..like this b.batok oso can take sia...-_-"


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ooooo..a sunday...
i never went to religious class, cos i was damn sleepy and summore my tummy hurts so much..
rot at home the whole day...
and then....at nite...suddenly....
i received a msg...an unknown number...asking wad i'm doing...
cut the story short...we talked on the phone...
he said he saw my number on a piece of paper..long time ago he remembered jotting it down...and only now he's just trying his luck and see whether this number still existed...
we talk like there's no tmrw...conversation ends at 4am...
he's quite good looking for a 27yr old la...but..
no matter what...i dun wan...
cos my heart is still not ready yet...
aiya..crap shit la ok..urgh..

and oh ya....HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!


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Posted on: Saturday, May 12, 2007
These are the pictures taken last monday outing with my lovely friends...head to jurong point played pool with mimi and sha...hehehehe...I just LoVE playINg pool!!..

sha with her usual funny pose

mimi, i noe u like to take pictures..dun deny it!

this picture..very coincidental..but nice riteeee??? hahaha

my eyes had to be censored...it was like..so big...hahaha

after all the games, me and sha headed to vivo and meet up with angah...lepaskan rindu la ni..hahaha
very happee peeple posing with beeg flowers

reminds u of wad? elastic man? i haf no freakin idea..hahaha
very the fantastic 4 hor? hahahaha

we lepak at coffeebean...

and played pick up sticks...hahahaahah...those are wires actually which i bought at Daiso...
after all that...go home lorrr!!


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Posted on: Friday, May 11, 2007
Today is my happiest day of May!
Broke a record of 32 minutes walking from jurong to bukit batok...usually i did that in 55 minutes!!!!....muAHAHAHhaahaha
the other thing is karma....karma karma karma karma karma chameleonnnnnnnn...hahahahahahahaahahaha
and then...other thing is...MumMy coOked Terong ToDayy!!!!!...woooooooooo
wah..happee happee merry merry laaaaaaa

eh yesterday ah, i went out at nite go lepak with dewi and faj at mac...both of them drive la..so i tumpang...then after the whole thing..main playground..tak bole tahan siot tgk faj pekik like wad...hahahaha..i tried to drive their car..but..i just dunno how la...too used to auto la...ass...hahaha....thats all!!!!


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Posted on: Thursday, May 10, 2007
It all ENDS here.

I would like to apologise to those whom i have hurt in a way or another.

A last kiss and a hug is all i wanted for my last wish...

And above all that...let me start things fresh from today onwards..


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Posted on: Wednesday, May 09, 2007
I'm being too emotional..

Pardon me...

It hurts alot..

Pain..Pain...Go Away....


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Posted on: Friday, May 04, 2007
Watched spiderman 3 and jangan pandang belakang with faithfull frens of mine..lazy to give review..
anyway..the main thing in this post is that..

I AM WAY PISSED OFF..
DUN EVER ANY ONE OF U TALK ABT LOVE TO ME.
LOVE IS CRAP. SHIT. AND WATEVER..

thanks. i'm a loser.

EB..thanks for cheering me up...


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Posted on: Tuesday, May 01, 2007
ITs MAY DAY!!
nothing much today...
woke up late..then my mum ask me follow her go EXPO again...i really thot i could stay at home the whole day watching channel 5...budden cant la...after that ate at west coast...come back home..then i sleep again...woke up during maghrib, then get prepared to go grandma's house...hilangkan rindu la katakan...then wait for dad to fetch us...and we straight ahead went home...came online..and rudy was stress for tmrw's FIRST ever INterview...hopefully you can do well la rudy eh...i'm actually nervous for tmrw...dunno why also..i may be the only girl in class...aiyo..

ps: I HATE NANA


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