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Title: Posted on: Wednesday, May 30, 2007 |
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hell i was so confused and angry, i knew i was wrong to do that, i'm being so bloody damn patheticly rude.. Its a damn pathetic word i used, but IF we're back as friends, i wud want to ask you to give me a list of words of what i shudnt say. maybe then i'd not use/say it to you. i am childish to do that. i am i noe, i always ruin your day. And i also know that you won't forgive me for that and summore this is not the first time. i hated myself for hurting you, i didnt noe, and u didnt noe it too.  je suis désolée....
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Title: Posted on: Sunday, May 27, 2007 |
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on the morning of 26th May ard 1+am, went to airport to send my dad..he's off to Egypt for a month...i dunno lei..i feel so sad...first time i hug my daddy in public ok...i feel like crying..budden i tahan my tears so ppl wun suspect...i noe he oso sad to leave...can see from his eyes...wahlao..i feel like crying now...cos now at home left me n mum only...usually if i havent slp by 1am, my dad wud giv a knock at my door.... ='( i pray for ur safety dad... here's my niece and nephew and dad..  time to leave alreadys, mum in grey, niece, nephew, sis, bro-in-law and dad... went home and slept as long as i can and then in the evening went to my cuzzin's wedding at jurong....this cuzzin of mine, my parents oways compare me with her cos of our body size....wth..there's nothing much for me to do there..cos the kendarat ppl that they call is enough and they did their work very fast, so we ppl just lepak one corner and talk cock and rot...  me in pengantin's room...the concept is nice, but if her room was bigger, it'll be much more nicer...i love the candles by the corner, looks English to me...  then at nite ard 8plus, pengantin change baju, overall i think this baju is the nicest for her la...  eh come on la u ppl..you jealous for wad..this one not my boyfriend la hokayssss...This is abang Salim..salim isit? or saleem? or salem? or salym? or sallim?..hahahaha!..yes yes..eh abang, you're my cuzzin rite?...or just so called cuzzin? or maybe cuzzin?...hahahaha!! abang, this picture if not nice next time we take another shot la ok...=) wah..this chiobu ah...my cuzzin la of cos..wahlao...my cuzzin all chios one la...but the most chio of all chiobu's and not charbo is ME..ok..i noe..i'm lame rite...eh..anyone wants to kenal2 with my cuzzin anot? if u want oso i tink she not interested.. oh well, today i never go religious class...hehehe..i woke up late and got headache and got stomachache, then afternoon liddat, go jemputan at yewteeCC, i hate it la tell u....everything was ok, got cool DJ from ria i tink, very the hotel like ah..budden ah...the hall is abit small la, then they put round tables, these ppl ah, when they eat at round tables, they confirm take their time and dun bother to giv the seat to those in need la.....then me, mum n grandma were like standing in the middle of the world looking for seat, but i end up being so fed up, i went to 7-11, bought peach tea, and went out from the CC and lepak at one of the void decks....i dun mind having a jemputan held at CC, but if u're a first child better dun, cos u'll be having lots n lots of guests, invited/uninvited....if die die still want to do it, then i suggest, use long tables instead of round tables...aiya..wateverla....after all that, grandma took cab home, while me n mum walk our way to yewtee's bazaar and buy food and sum stuff... its soooo tempting..so i bought this...ey..doctor say no sweet stuff lei....heck la..today only wad...  and.....jeng jeng jeng...cotton candy!!!!!...hehehe..once in awhile only wad..wun hurt...hehehe eh minah ni...aper bikin pat sini? i got look slim meh? your eyes must be playing tricks on u again larh!!!...hahahahaahah!!!
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Title: Posted on: Saturday, May 26, 2007 |
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HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!  hello hello hello!!today is my bestest girlfren's birthday la..purposely never wish her over sms or call or wad...wahahahahahaha!!...make it only abit special, i dedicate the song on my blog especially for her....and i'll put there for as long as i like..urmm..ok..see how ok...wahahahaha!! anyway i owe her like wad? 4 birthday present oready isit? ok la..wait la..not now la...if i work oready i giv u sumting better....confirm best laa... known this pweeeettyyy girl since sec one ahhh...we have so many many memolis together, but even tho we got separated since sec 3(diff class then diff poly), we're still together hokays...not like sum ppl..hmph...emo emo together..wahahaha..wth..eh..wad la... eh..i got this picture lei..i still keep..budden becos i respect her, i decided to blur her face instead of mine....cos..before the pic was being taken, she dared me to smile widely and show my braces...wth....  HEHEHEHE...ok la girl..happy birthday once again...dun do anything stupeed except for THAT! -_-" ... Love u bebeh~Muachks! |
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Title: Posted on: Thursday, May 24, 2007 |
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Met Sha just now at clementi....we had fun...and then wanted to go home la...then...we walk towards the bustop....NO..we ran to the bustop, bcos the bus had arrived and wouldnt want to wait for the next bus cos its goin to take alot of time ah.....below as u can see, its not sumkind of minah rockers kind of pose but this kesian Mutant Along of mine fell down while chasing for the bus....-_-" She got hurt diagonally...Left leg, Right hand..weird...
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Title: Posted on: Wednesday, May 23, 2007 |
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..Sunset at Punggol on Monday..  I perspired alot while waiting for the sun to set set set mi mi mi i look slim in this photo meh? crazy...your eyes must be playing tricks on u la  i never edit all these pictures ok....i just resize it dats all...nice rite?...thanks to my camera Lumix FX8!!!  This is my first time to actually see a sun setting infront of my big round booteefull eyes!
EH..MY Mum CooKed TerOng Today!!!...WOOOO!!! ps:bit..the answers will be postponed to next wk ok..so long la...aiyoyo |
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Title: Posted on: Saturday, May 19, 2007 |
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Saturday~~ i slept for only 3hrs...budden..got this one dream..very...weird...Who in the world is MasAwi? Any guys whom you readers noe has that name tell me ok!? the story..well..i shan't tell it here..if u want to noe ask me personally hokayss!!?...hehehe..i never go out today..my parents ask me out oso i dun wan... not that i dun wan la..but they siap2 oready then ask me whether i want to follow anot... nvm la... Bit asked many many very good qn..and i think i can answer those qns of urs...but let me answer it in my next post ok? now..look at my face...still NOT ENOUGH SLP!!  hmm..Mimi..come back quickly..and tell me more about ur trip!...
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Title: Posted on: Friday, May 18, 2007 |
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Last wednesday...i walked back home...but..i didnt manage to mantain that 32min record...cos my right foot was aching..i really need to get slippers and then throw away that wad dewi's mum called the NyoNya shoes...-_-"...later that nite...dewi decided to come down to my block...and then we played Scrabble!..at last i got sum1 to play scrabble with...hahaha..and there's mini Donuts too!..played till 11pm..budden..when i got back...my parents lock me out...and me, forgot to bring my keys...but hey..i only sat at the void deck wad..oso cannot..wth..i closed back the gate and decided to walk away la..but my mum immediately opened the door and let me in...kena warning alreadys... :( So, the next day, since i no school, i decided to go out and meet my Along and Angah..went back to Nyp to pass Mr Schofield sumting...hahaha Schofield kepeeee!!...and eat Gecko..see my school environment like really different la..the kids all...satu2 nya muka macam nak mintak kene tampar je..so, we the mutant siblings share our problems all...then we proceeded to AMK...and we did the usual stuff...really let out our feelings till the end..and we went home.. Today..i'm bored la...nvr walk home but took the bus cos both my feet got blisters...then tot of going sumwhere...but the plan was ruined becos of me...when i lean on the wall or stand to drink water, feel like i can collapse anytime...so to play safe, i lay on my bed..budden..i was so damn bloody thirsty la...i drank like the whole kettle hokayssss..i was really dehydrating..my ear inside was painful...then my body temperature rose...i was sweating...and even when i close my eyes, i cant sleep!!!..and thats why i'm bloggin now...urgh!... I've never had enough sleep these few days..i watched so many movies so many animes, but still...cant sleep...eat sleeping pill then can sleep...but even if i get to sleep, it'll be around 5am onwards...i was waiting for sum1 to be online too...but dun haf...so abit bored la...i'm missing alot of ppl now...haiz... ps: hey..i really want to master the vocals for Sweet Child O Mine song...hahaha..my along and angah will understand wad i'm talking abt...lol HOW TO SLEEP!!!!??????? |
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Title: Posted on: Tuesday, May 15, 2007 |
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To EB, Being ambitious begins with believing in yourself. Achieving tiny goals often will help you to gain more confidence to attempt bigger and better things. So..being ambitious is not a curse!..i repeat...being ambitious is NOT a curse!..... *I will not apologize for being self-motivated. I will not apologize for being ambitious. I will not apologize for having self-confidence. I will not apologize for having passion. I will not apologize for having drive. I will not apologize for being successful one day.* anyway.....i found this... A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute... that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour... I 'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day... you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " "As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it home. You can pick it up tomorrow. Whatever burdens you're carrying now, let them down for a moment if you can." So, my friend, put down anything that may be a burden to you right now. Don't pick it up again until after you've rested a while. ok EB? nah...Milo Dinosaur...drink hokays? hahaha  Jia You!!!...Aja Aja FighTing!!!..nini mendabelangi ngembrol menbuek hokayysss?!!..hahahaha |
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Title: Posted on: Monday, May 14, 2007 |
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Haloooooooooooooo!!!...hahahaha!!...yeh!..went out with dewi...naughty eh take MC...hahahaha..went sumwhere nice..and then went to eat sumting nice BUT SPICY!!..grrr..then go sumwhere deserted....then sumwhere and sumwhere..and straight home...hahaha..        |
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ooooo..a sunday... i never went to religious class, cos i was damn sleepy and summore my tummy hurts so much.. rot at home the whole day... and then....at nite...suddenly.... i received a msg...an unknown number...asking wad i'm doing... cut the story short...we talked on the phone... he said he saw my number on a piece of paper..long time ago he remembered jotting it down...and only now he's just trying his luck and see whether this number still existed... we talk like there's no tmrw...conversation ends at 4am... he's quite good looking for a 27yr old la...but.. no matter what...i dun wan... cos my heart is still not ready yet... aiya..crap shit la ok..urgh.. and oh ya....HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!! |
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Title: Posted on: Saturday, May 12, 2007 |
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These are the pictures taken last monday outing with my lovely friends...head to jurong point played pool with mimi and sha...hehehehe...I just LoVE playINg pool!!..          |
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Title: Posted on: Friday, May 11, 2007 |
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Today is my happiest day of May! Broke a record of 32 minutes walking from jurong to bukit batok...usually i did that in 55 minutes!!!!....muAHAHAHhaahaha the other thing is karma....karma karma karma karma karma chameleonnnnnnnn...hahahahahahahaahahaha and then...other thing is...MumMy coOked Terong ToDayy!!!!!...woooooooooo wah..happee happee merry merry laaaaaaa eh yesterday ah, i went out at nite go lepak with dewi and faj at mac...both of them drive la..so i tumpang...then after the whole thing..main playground..tak bole tahan siot tgk faj pekik like wad...hahahaha..i tried to drive their car..but..i just dunno how la...too used to auto la...ass...hahaha....thats all!!!! |
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Title: Posted on: Thursday, May 10, 2007 |
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It all ENDS here. I would like to apologise to those whom i have hurt in a way or another. A last kiss and a hug is all i wanted for my last wish... And above all that...let me start things fresh from today onwards.. |
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Title: Posted on: Wednesday, May 09, 2007 |
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I'm being too emotional.. Pardon me... It hurts alot.. Pain..Pain...Go Away.... |
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Title: Posted on: Friday, May 04, 2007 |
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Watched spiderman 3 and jangan pandang belakang with faithfull frens of mine..lazy to give review.. anyway..the main thing in this post is that.. I AM WAY PISSED OFF.. DUN EVER ANY ONE OF U TALK ABT LOVE TO ME. LOVE IS CRAP. SHIT. AND WATEVER.. thanks. i'm a loser. EB..thanks for cheering me up... |
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Title: Posted on: Tuesday, May 01, 2007 |
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ITs MAY DAY!! nothing much today... woke up late..then my mum ask me follow her go EXPO again...i really thot i could stay at home the whole day watching channel 5...budden cant la...after that ate at west coast...come back home..then i sleep again...woke up during maghrib, then get prepared to go grandma's house...hilangkan rindu la katakan...then wait for dad to fetch us...and we straight ahead went home...came online..and rudy was stress for tmrw's FIRST ever INterview...hopefully you can do well la rudy eh...i'm actually nervous for tmrw...dunno why also..i may be the only girl in class...aiyo.. ps: I HATE NANA |
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Title: Posted on: Thursday, April 26, 2007 |
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Who will be my knight in shining armour..errr....on an armoured horse in a glass showcase?
 How i wish a guy would propose to me like this..and then i step surprised when he did that..  åzthråël™ says: do u choose a bf out of love how do u know u love the person how do u understand the concept of love if u cannot answer this questions then so far u never understood wat is love its not that i cannot answer you this qn... Love can wipe away the falling tears, Love can sweep away all your fears, But what happens if love is the one causing the tears and fears? Haiya...i'm tired of all these love stupid shit la...so if anybody talks abt their bf/gf, i'm just goin to answer yes ok good alright...until i am ready then i will fall in love again... Informatics called up asking whether I wanna start lesson coming monday...I don't have my answer to that yet...NTU still havent reply how i know sia...hmm..see how la.. Toodles!~ Rudy..thanks..really...and i'm not horny ok...CHET!! |
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Title: Posted on: Wednesday, April 25, 2007 |
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Wednesday was a boring day acherly...so ended up going to BFF's HOuse...She cabot from work!!..hahaha...naughty eh jambu!...hahahahaha..waddahell..her mum(my another bestfren..LOL) made tahu goreng...was super pedas laaa...but i survived the spicyness with lots of water n ice..hehehe...showed her past kad raya's...teen companions...hahahaha..very..memorable...watched 100days with Mr.Arrogant at this particular website..even better than utube..want to noe, ask me personally..cehhh..hahaha..munch on potato chips which i seldom eat(i dun eat tidbits ok)...then my hungry bestfren made mushroom soup...wah piang laaa...confirm gain la...nvm that...so we continued watching in her room, when my dear fren slept(she was really slping la..but step awake la..and then say i boring..chet!)...she introduce to me this typing game...Typing of the Dead..wah..warning: you cant play if you have asthmatic problems..really..i was gasping for air when i played that game...must type very fast if not the zombie or watever mosnter will kill you...acherly its fun la.....hahaha..after that..went to accompany her buy her dinner, and i headed home...went online and i immediately watch Seducing Mr Perfect...girls should watch this...not for guys...cos the tips given is very useful for us females....anyway...after that...i browsed thru my folders...i saw this song All For You..i noe it wasnt meant for me..but he was the one who asked me to listen to it...i cried listening to it...i just dont know why...i feel cheated...luckily BFF and my cayang abang rudy was there to make me smile and laugh all over again...i'm confused a little, Why should i even bother to cry in the first place when we merely knew each other for only two days?...Why did he do that to me or wad did he get from doing it? Is being honest wrong? If he's truly a MAN, why didnt he tell me straightforward? My questions are always unanswered.. Ferina said: "Ah..these guys...They're JerKS!!!!" *grins* ps: I miss Apul..looked at my diary..da day when we first met..hahaha..so kental...wondering how he is now..maybe lost a few kgs alreadys..got more toned muscles..darker...hahahaha..YA..i want him to look darker..not fair how come he's so fair...even fairer than me..chet!..hahahaha!!...eh wad la..he my fren only la..you ppl ah..chet!! |
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Title: Posted on: Tuesday, April 24, 2007 |
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HO HO HO!!! no..not christmas or anything..but..TODAY IS THE HAPPIEST DAY in April!..weeeeee~~~ woke up in the morning to chat with the Chef...was acherly feeling lethargic to go for theory practice..but waddahell..i've been skipping 3 practices already..so..better go la, cos summore after that got test...so bochap must go...went there by cab cos was very late alreadys, asked Sha to wait for me at the entrance...then suddenly Zie called and i realised, i send her a halfway SMS that i wanted to send it to her when i was still in the cab..but haf to put down cos i reach class..then cannot talk la...out of three booklets, i passed 1 of it only..really got no confidence to take the final theory test... reach the test room...me n Sha sat opposite each other..far..but still can eye contact..make a fool of myself, doing stupid gestures....then..11.45am sharp, the test started...the qns very tricky la... 1.)When a long/large vehicle turns right, which way does it go first? If your answer is Right, then you're WRONG!!!...hahaha..ok..lame.. Sha finished first..got feeling she confirm pass one la...wah..i double tripple check my answers la..double tripple check = endless checkings....acherly, i wanted the two woman beside me to go first la..so i can see they pass anot..but they too slow..so i ended the test...my heart really feels like popping out from the ribcage and out my breast when the screen came out the word PASSED!!!!...so damn happy..quickly update then go book for TP which is on 30th august..hopefully can pass before RAYA!!...oh ya..remember i said i talked to Zie on the phone? We talked abt CCA transcript!~...Wah..cant believe a slacker like me got a B+ siaaaa...hahahaha...not bad right?????....ok..after that we went to westmall to celebrate our victory and i rushed straight home cos my stomach want to bomb any second... so..good news is: 1.) Passed my FTT 2.)Got a B+ for CCA 3.)Get to see Mr Chef! 4.)I lost 4KG ALREADY!!!...to MR KHAOS, you're just too impatient aren't you? Next time dun MACAM PAHAM LA EH...UGH! and mimi...sorry i didnt wish you luck for ur test..i really forgot la..but dun worry, i wont forget next wk...i love you fren!!..muah muah!! and abang rudy...i love you too!!..cayang dia...abang rudy hopefully you get a job kays?..i help ok..ur sister very good rite..hahaha and my bacin BIT, sorry i didnt come ur house...aaron loves fooling ard..waddahell!!..hahahahahaahah..hokays..i love you! |
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Title: Posted on: Friday, March 30, 2007 |
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Ok peeps! Me am going to update on what happened during the Phantom of The Opera on 27th March.. Here are the pics..  This is my mak andam for the day...my cuzzin la of cos..anyway, would like to promote her works...if anyone of u sucked at or donno how to put make up but suddenly needs make up on any type of occassion, can ask me. Very affordable la.
Omigawd!...i've been exposed!!..hahaha..i seriously need to slim down la..wahlao..  ok..this is azmi..he's my good fren..really la...so good that he pai....ok no need to mention abt that..hahaha..yea..anyone wants to be his gf can also go thru me for 7 rounds of interview..hot stuff liao...hahahaha..sorry ah mi!... My mutant along, Sha, followed me that nite too! i looked like this that nite..acherly was kind of unexpected that i look like this cos first tyme wearing that kind of style...abit awkward... Both of us posing with PotO poster.. i wore like want to go jogging sia..hahahaWhat really happened... Sha came my house, waited for my cuzzin to finish with my make up and fixing the selendang..By the time finish, we very late oready..Mimi waited at clementi for us and was starving...so no choice, both of us took cab, fetch Mimi then go straight to esplanade...reach there, before taking the escalator, got security check la..luckily i never kena that malay guy, but instead an ahpek..cos i paiseh la..my handbag(no..its my mum's..i where got handbag sia) inside was so messed up..tissue la..sweets...$$ notes...pen...hahahaha..nvm that..so we proceed on to level three...wah..first time go watch sumting at esplanade really cool la..the feeling very unexplainable...so we go find our seats then waited for it to start...i feel like a mak datin...hahahaah...blablabla and the show starts... During the show...got one part ah..Sha whispered and signalled me to look over to her right...this ahpek beforehand was so semangat with his binoculars..he actually slept sia...both of us giggled like wad la...Suddenly, the ahpek.........SNORED!!!!...hahaahaha...bo tahan liao...sha oso cannot tahan..we giggled even louder...mimi was like..Wats wrong with these two girls?....hahaha...and then, a few minutes later was the intermission...this ahpek can like..suddenly woke up and clap...HAHAHAHA...waddahell!!.. During intermission, got one guy, he held up a PotO programme book...so me and sha was like..EH..take that book lei...confirm free..summore inside so nice...so..we asked mimi to take cos he sat nearer...we forced him la...at last he went...both me and sha was like...looking at his every movement...he talked to the guy then walked out from the theatre instead of coming back to his seat...something was wrong...me n sha laughed like wad becos we suspected the programme book wasnt for free!!!...hahahaha...then mimi came back all paiseh...that damn bloody thing cost 25bucks seh...hahahaha..sorry mimi!...lol... after show ended i got take a video during the autograph session...just a glimpse...and i didnt notice the security guard was actually telling me no cameras/videos...hahaha..nvm..i got the vid..so wad...mimi wanted to buy the T-shirt..budden they accept creditcards/cash only...so sad eh.. nvm that...three of us super hungry, we go buy sandwich and eat outside...then went home by cab, cos dad was telling me to hurry up and bloody 106 nvr appear for like 1/2 hour...I like wad happened in the cab..but i dun wan to mention it here...not important..LOL... ok so dats all..after bathing, went online n crap on n on with mimi... |
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